(k)Now F(orever)

Frozen moments in time,
Stopped hourglass,
They predicate, what you will know,
Dispositions lie within,
And so do we,
Don't want to run.
Don't want to hide,
Renounce the prayers for inspiration,
If you dictate what I will be
Then smash my face upon the concrete I'm weary,

I feel the stares piercing,
So sorry to soil your precious eyes,
Reflections spoon-feed you,
The bitterness and disgust that is me,
If you choose to reach out to lend to me,
I'll chew off your hand

I'm not beggin' for your fuckin' change
I'm not beggin' for your fuckin' change
I'm in touch with myself,
All alone within myself,
All one. Alone

Do what you will make it the whole of your law,
Burn down the faith that shadows life
And take a deeper look inside of what makes you
Pull down the shades internal light can be blinding
Brilliance
I'm not begging for your fuckin' change,
I'm just begging for a fuckin' change,
Complacence quenched of me

Lineage is ending

I am that, once was me, rising upward, guts wrenching
Sculpted cold, blistering, break the mold, sever me

Cut your throat, be the martyr, bitter pills, that we swallow,

Take me, chase me, swallow with me

Know, now, know, now

Inside of truth, coming to, close to me, ground consumes and embraces
me
Now forever

Born again,
I'm repositioning,
Self inside to self non-dimensional,
Lost to being,
I've recognized the cause,
Existence to come, alive now forever

I am once was
...that is me
I am once was,
That is me

I'm broken altered vacillating force,
Round square corners circles dance around wet figures,
Prisoner of time I'm no more,
Insight will guide us through the majesty of nothing,
It's like I'm touched with love by angel girl,
Let bastards rot in time for all their evil,
Let bastards rot in time for all their evil,
Let bastards rot in tim

(Per)version of a Truth

When everything is lost (peel it all away)
Haunting us with questions (asking)
Will we...
Ever find the smile inside (no), is it hidden
Behind the sweating eyes (bleeding)
Dead inside a scream that's pouring from me

I'm planted in this skin, (constricting and pulling me)
This dirty filthy skin(rancid and stinging me)
I burn behind the walls,(that have become my world)
The bearer of a gift, fuck your gift

Truth does not exist,
But the lies do......

They're buried in the skin,

Evolved

Perversion of a truth I'm stuck there,
(Inside of lies buried in me, why)
Alone
Born into a world never asked to be here
(Try to forget truth doesn't exist, truth)
(It doesn't exist, it doesn't exist, truth)
Daath......

always inside a tragedy (things never seem to go away)
A room that I remember, (portraits I carry)
Try letting go of this space (bad habits can't kick me)
The fool that fell from heaven, heaven...

Perversion of a truth I'm stuck there,
(Inside of lies buried in me, why)
Alone
Born into a world never asked to be here
(Try to forget truth doesn't exist, truth)
(It doesn't exist, it doesn't exist, truth)

Maybe we're all the children of a star,
Misguided in direction, our misdirection
Pardon me while I pray for light

I'm not the only one,
that walks between the rain, there are many.
I'm not the only one,
When everything is lost that doesn't surrender

Perversion of a truth
I'm stuck there (Inside of lies buried in me, why)
Alone
Blind walking through a world
I never asked to be here

Versions of the truth...
I'm not the only one...
Lies!

-1

-1 Lyrics

 

Losses, losers and more, gain of life's pleasures cohorts listen

behind the doors to a life sheltered in, less than zero in me all my walls

falling down pains aloft misery

I'm sure that the lessons were learned I'm sure that the punishments

went well deserved by the pawn in the plan taste of shit bitterness

walk from me everything systematically

 

Come on youweretheone youweretheone,

To dredge up shit inside of me in my pointless life of nothing

Tell me what I'm supposed to be

Tell me who I'm supposed to be

Tell me what it takes to ascend

Tell me what it takes to live

 

Patience, pleasures and rewards, come in due time stare at the sun

I'm bored in a life meaningless soaking up all of me like the cross

you worship life is loss look at me I'm sure that some day we'll wake

up I'm sure that some day we'll wake from the dream

Of success and focus...tunneling to the light glowing deep inside of

me your taunting I wake up

 

Come on youweretheone youweretheone,

To dredge up shit inside of me in my pointless life of nothing

Tell me what I'm supposed to be

Tell me who I'm supposed to be

Tell me what it takes to ascend

Tell me what it takes to live

Tell me nOW!

Tell me nOW!

 

Pain misery distress dismal know where depressed idiot failure

In me......calling......loser......man I'm the

Loser......loser.....loser......in me......who I am....in me....

 

Don't feel sorry don't feel sorry for me

Don't need your sympathy or empathy, don't need your sympathy inside

of me,

Don't need your sympathy or empathy, don't need your sympathy inside

of me,

Don't feel sorry don't feel sorry for me

 

Come on

I know youweretheone youweretheone

Numb to feelings inside of me why I've seized my vision

Don't need you to tell me who to be

Don't need you to tell me what to be

Don't need you to tell me how to ascend

Don't need you to tell me how to live

1000 Mile Journey

Long's the life, steeps the climb, I took the match
and lit the fire, fire
pain for the pain, my guts ache, built by the sin
that was taught by the father, the father
now come and walk with me

Chorus:

A journey of a 1000 miles it starts with one step
Plowing out the rows, the bleeding of the rose
A butterfly's wings can start tornados don't ya know
harvesting the souls, burying the bones


Deep is the hole, shovel's always full, I bit the dog
and beat the master, master
Eye for an eye, tooth's been pulled, lost all control
that was taught by the mother
The mother, now come and walk with me


Chorus




Another feeble man, arms outstretched in a distant land
wonders where it all went wrong
he's followed us too long
Another fallen man, that failed to make a stand
what have I done wrong, left here all alone
The voice inside my head, is it me or an alien
throw me down the stairs, since I just don't care no more

I can't take wind. I can't fight the storm, anymore
I don't have the will. I can't be the storm, anymore


Chorus+

The hurricane's eye is like the calm before the storm
darkening the shore, settling the score
A butterfly's wings can start tornados don't ya know
harvesting the souls, burying the bones, of old

A Cinderella Story

Hold me back and hold me down
Hold me close then push me around
Beat me up, beat me down to the ground
I'm sure I deserve it
Left my world, left me alone
Locked inside. Head becomes my home
Inside a hole buried like a bone
I'm sure you had your reasons
Out of your sight
Are you out of your mind
In my absence your heart never grew fonder
You just leave me alone
Tell me please, tell me it ain't so
I can't believe it so I walk the road
You just left me alone
Tell me please, tell me it ain't so
Had to believe it so I walk alone
So I walk alone
By myself
Had my back then you turned around
Loved by default but were never proud
(I'd) run away but I'm bot allowed so I suffer through it
Out of your sight
Are you out of your mind
In my absence your heart never grew fonder
You just leave me alone
Tell me please, tell me it ain't so
I can't believe it so I walk the road
You just left me alone
Tell me please, tell me it ain't so
Had to believe it so I walk alone
So I walk alone
So I walk alone
Enough love for the family
Just nothing left for me, ya see?
It's just like Cinderella
Locked up and hid away you've no idea
What you've created
Wanted to take a look and see through a hole without a key
See where I've been missing
God damn you for what I am
Enough love of the family
Just nothing left for me, ya see?
It's just like Cinderella
Locked up and hid away you've no idea
What you've created
Wanted to take a look and see through a hole without a key
See where I've been missing
God damn you for what I'm missing
No one left for me
You just leave me alone
Tell me please, tell me it ain't so
I can't believe it so I walk the road
You just left me alone
Tell me please, tell me it ain't so
Had to believe it so I walk alone
So I walk alone
It's just like Cinderella
Locked up and hid away you've no idea
It's just like Cinderella
Locked up and hid away you've no idea
It's just like Cinderella
Locked up and hid away you've no idea

A Key to Nothing

no more doors
no more locks
no more windows
no more box
no more
no less
no more nothingness
no more six foot digs
no more hypocrites
no more emptiness
no more consequence
no more puppet strings
no more disease
no more growing up
no more happiness
no more lying down
no more complacence
i have... i hold the key... to nothing... it's a small
killing
murder... murders in the hands... of
motion... as it seems to be
no more nothing
no more anything
no more you
no more me
no more posturing victories
no more nations to defeat
no more speaking truth
no more deceit
no more holding down
no more pushing me
no more new world order
no more anarchy
i have... i hold the key... to nothing... it's a small
killing
murder... murders in the hands... of motion... as
it seems to be
i'm washing my hands... of the whole thing
i want no more nothing
i have... i hold the key... to nothing... it's a small
killing
murder... murders in the hands... of motion... as
it seems to be
i'm washing my hands, of everything...
of everything we are

A New Game

Hunger inside me, that's always rising
To quench is to kill
Lusting enemy but you don't know me
Snatched against your will
To satisfy me, pick my victim
Stealth is me (those poor little girls)
So charming, say all the right things
Just come with me (let's go for a ride)
Trust me, believe me
Don't be so deceiving
God help me, betray me
From blood lust and beatings
I just wanna play
I just wanna play
A New Game
The hunter within me
That's always searching, thirst for the kill
Abducted, take away cursed with patience
Of a thousand men
Peel my eyes, lock on target
The covert man (you never had a chance)
Don't be alarmed, want some candy?
Just right over here (now get inside)
Trust me, believe me
Don't be so deceiving
God help me, betray me
From blood lust and beatings
I just wanna play
I just wanna play
A New...
I just wanna play, I just wanna play
I just wanna play a game
A New Game
You meant everything to me
But now your nightmare's come
Another broken doll to me
But now your nightmare's come
You meant everything to me
But now your nightmare's come
Another broken doll to me
But now your nightmare's come
Let's take a ride
I just wanna play
I just wanna play a game
One that you've never played before
One that you'll never play again, I'm sure

All Talk

Where will you be when it all falls down?
Where will you be when it all comes back around?
Where will you be at the end of our days?
Just following the footsteps let the liars lead the way

I can talk about love,
I can talk about hate,
I could try to teach a lesson but I doubt it penetrates,
I can give you all excuses till I'm blue in my face,
I can talk about serenity, but it doesn't mean a thing anyway

Who will you blame?
Who will you blame?
Who will you blame?

Who will you blame for the servile days?
Who will you blame for the hurricanes and tidal waves?
Who will you blame for the riots and the anger?
And just cryin in the corner wishing you would have had a say

I can talk about love,
I can talk about hate,



I could try to teach a lesson but I doubt it penetrates,
I can give you all excuses till I'm blue in my face,
I can talk about serenity, but it doesn't mean a thing anyway

Like a monster hides in your closet
It's creeping closer but we don't care
Are we all insane?
If it's just a game well I don't want to play

I can talk about love,
I can talk about hate,
I could try to teach a lesson but I doubt it penetrates,
I can give you all excuses till I'm blue in my face,
I can talk about serenity, but it doesn't mean a thing,
I can talk about problems, I can talk about sin
I can talk about trial, but what do we really win?
I can talk about forgiveness, though I'd probably be condemned
Or I can talk about...

All That You Are

Repeating in my head
Betrayal
Repeating in my head
Insecurities
Repeating in my head
Dividends

It's not your fault
The well of thought and trust has run dry
Don't be afraid to let go
Don't be afraid to start over when it's over

Let go
Let go
Let go
Let go

Let go of feelings
Let go of compromise
Hollow trunk for shelter
So dark and cold inside
I always seem to find myself alone
Jaded shell of being
Porous as a stone

Calloused
Rigid
Empty
Because of you

Let go of trusting
Lost thought for family
Let go of living
No more concerns of demise
I never seem to find rhythm for life's harmony

Contorted
Twisted broken
Without a reason

Calloused
Rigid
Empty
Because of you

It's all me
All you are
Without me
There's nothing else
There's no one

Brainwash
All you are
Without me
You're by yourself
There's no one

Hope is out of season
Lost sight
No hint of light
Get busy living or get busy dying

Calloused
Rigid
Empty
Because of you

It's all me
All you are
Without me
There's nothing else
There's no one

Brainwash
All you are
Without me
You're by yourself
There's no one

Save me
This loss
Closure my
Answer
So grant it

You owe me all that you are
Without me
You're nothing
You're no one

Terrified
Petrified

Nothing
You're no one
Do you care because I don't
Nothing
You're no one
Nobody cares so just go

Nothing
You're no one
By yourself all alone

It's all me
All you are
Without me
You're by yourself
There's no one

Brainwash
All you are
Without me
You're by yourself
There's no one

Save me
This loss
Closure my
Answer
So grant it
You owe me all that you are
Without me
You're nothing

Beautiful and Strange

I've got a splitting headache
you ask me for nothing
I'm on my wagon rolling
like a freight train
another darkest day
only 10 hours away
gotta new brew swimming
beaten by the bottle

(chorus)

so beautiful and soo strange
scatter all the pieces
the puzzle will remain the same
so hideious so deranged
crawlin through the tunnel
lost inside the maze

Tremble like an earthquake
That shifts inside me
The crucifix im dragging
They'll do the hard way
They wont forget me
The walls are bloodstained
As my will unravels
Broken like a bottle




(chorus)

so beautiful and soo strange
happy little pebbles lost inside the pitts and space
so hideous so deranged
winding through the tunnels
lost inside of
lost inside of me
lost inside of me

you stole the matches
you lit the fuse
you let the boiler swell
I tie the noose on you

Chorus:

sooo beautiful you are beautiful
and soo strange but not as strange as me
soo idiot like a force inside me
soo deranged locked inside my cage
lost inside of me lost inside of locked inside of me lost inside of

Beyond the Pale

Instruments for surgery, amputate the cause
Misery of humanity is carving through us all
Emptiness resolves and falls with
Instances of perjury, lies flowing out like piss
Darken like the fall of day until we seal our end
Until they seal our end is nearing

[Chorus:]
Oh, I feel sick got a bone to pick the little men that complicate it all,
so beyond the pale that I'm ticking like a time bomb
Oh, I'm so sick that I wanna spit the little men
Lying to us all, so beyond the pale
That I'm rippin' like a chainsaw

Illustrate the tyranny, building up the walls
Each life represents a stone, as foundation crumbles
We all fall down with words that speak of blasphemy
With every breath of sin, damned until the fall of man
The day we reach our end
Until we reach our end is nearing

[Chorus:]
Oh, I feel sick got a bone to pick the little men that complicate it all,
so beyond the pale that I'm ticking like a time bomb


Oh, I'm so sick that I wanna spit the little men
Lying to us all, so beyond the pale
That I'm rippin' like a chainsaw
Oh, I feel sick got a bone to pick the little men that complicate it all,
so beyond the pale that I'm ticking like a time bomb
Oh, so beyond the pale, complicate it all, so unacceptable

They make us all bow down, they keep us all locked out
It's time that we speak up, it's time that we speak out
Put the bombs away, put the guns away
Put the bombs away, put us all away

Words fall on deaf ears, signs for the blind
Words fall on deaf ears, our worlds collide

[Chorus:]
Oh, I feel sick got a bone to pick the little men that complicate it all,
so beyond the pale that I'm ticking like a time bomb
Oh, so beyond the pale, complicate it all, so unacceptable
Oh, feel sick, oh I'm nauseous, oh fucking sick, unacceptable
Oh, so beyond the pale, complicate it all, so unacceptable

Burn the Bridge

No integrity no sincerity no credibility no regret no principal no ethic no honor makes no fucking sense no inside to the future no thinking and no respect no authority no veracity no honesty no penitence no pride no power just a criminal no morals

Your greed you'd burn the bridge around me to save your self
Your Envy, You can't be what I am even with my help
Gluttony, Take everything from me take it for yourself
My Wrath, I'll just live my own life

So Violent So Dissident No More Requiem so I lament
So Simple to Revere to respect down and left for dead
So forget my forgiveness you've all failed to protect
No Persistence, Insistence my will my stubbornness
Consume Devore Like a Criminal, no standards


Your greed, You'd burn the bridge around me to save your self
Your Envy, You can't be what I am even with my help
Gluttony, Take everything from me take it for yourself
My Wrath, I'll just live my own life





Before I saw the light I crawled through darkness my whole life So empty
Before I found my life I embraced the death that's coming
So Certain, Drawing Near, Its coming closer it's approaching

I know the signs
I've got the number
I got my vision
I know the motion
My eyes forever opened

You'd burn the bridge around me to save your self
Your Envy, You can't be what I am even with my help
Gluttony, Take everything from me take it for yourself
My Wrath, I'll just live my own life

Choices

Leaders are guilty of nothing
They're perfectly insane
But if they'd point the finger at themselves
Who would be left to blame

Lead into grace
Lead to corruption
Ini-Mini-Miny-Mo
A truth or lie has to be spoken
Ini-Mini-Miny-Mo
King or con has to be chosen
Ini-Mini-Miny-Mo
Way of life complete or broken...broken

Choices
No more...choices
No more...choices
No more...choices

Leaders are guilty of nothing
They're perfectly insane
But if they'd point the finger at themselves
Who would be left to blame

Follow truth or stutter through a lie
Ini-Mini-Miny-Mo
Will to push or give up and fall behind
Ini-Mini-Miny-Mo
Live with peace or nurture your tragic life
Ini-Mini-Miny-Mo
Bite the bullet or swallow it whole

Leaders are guilty of nothing
They're perfectly insane
But if they'd point the finger at themselves
Who would be left to blame
Point the finger at yourself

There's no choice
Anymore anyway...

We don't have a choice
Anymore anyway
We don't have a voice
Anymore Anyway

There's no choice in freedom
There's no voice in freedom
We don't have a choice
Anymore anyway
We don't have a voice
Anymore anyway
There's no choice in freedom
There's no voice in freedom

Leaders are guilty of nothing
They're perfectly insane
But if they'd point the finger at themselves
Who would be left to blame

They're lost system of destruction
Flush all hope down the drain
But if they'd point the finger at themselves
Who is left to blame
Who is left to blame

We don't have a choice
Anymore anyway
We don't have a voice
Anymore anyway
There's no choice in freedom
There's no voice in freedom
We don't have a choice
Anymore anyway
We don't have a voice
Anymore anyway

There's no choice in freedom
There's no voice in freedom
We don't have a choice
Anymore anyway
We don't have a voice
Anymore anyway

We don't have a reason
Anymore anyway
We don't have control
Anymore anyway
We don't have opinions
Anymore anyway

There's no choice in freedom
There's no voice in freedom

Freedom, buy in
Freedom, sell out
Freedom, betray
Freedom, lay down
Freedom, corrupt
Freedom, opinion
Freedom, give up
Freedom, give in

Closer

Here's to the closing door
Here's to just one more
Here's to all the damned
Here's to the bloodshed

Cant leave it alone, wont let me forget
Rip off the bandage, and tear out the stitch
Fed like a pig, off the shit in the dish
Shrouded in burlap left for dead in the ditch
So callous so cold, colors expose
The death of love as we know it
The death or trust in us let go


Chorus:

It's getting closer all the time.
I'm slipping farther all the time.
I'm getting stronger all the time. I'm feeling so weak inside.
I'm feeling better all the time. I'm slipping farther all the time.
It's getting harder all the time, feels like I'm losing my mind.



Tied to the tracks and cursing the name.
Whiteout the thought, stare blank in the rain.
Lethal and used, cast out and worthless.
Befriending the foes, deception commence.
So callous so cold, colors exposed.
The death of life as we know it.
The death of mirth in us let go


Chorus


Little pigs little pigs let me come in, not by the hair on your
chinny chin chin chin
Then I'll beat and I'll pound and I'll bash your fuckin brains in


Heres to the splintered door, heres to you no more


Chorus 2x

Cradle

Breathe...
Push...
...I lost you, you were my god thought what do I do now
you were never there for me never there to carry me,
26 years looking back that time is gone it was you I believed in look
what you've done to me realize what you've done to

Me

I can't bleed,
I can't bleed,
I wanna break for the life that walked away from me

I can't see going on in this darkness I'm blind beneath my cradle the
bough has broke, I exorcise my loss your lie the punishment

It takes time to try to mend the wounds of all the suffering,
What do I do now all I'm asking from you please send me a sign to
guide me through the times that lie in front of me I'll get by
myself

Look at me now, a piece of shit like you.
Look at me now, you left me so fuck you.

Everybody leaves me, everybody's gone.
Watch my father leave me, there's nobody left.
Feels like I've never been loved.
Everybody leaves me, never gave a shit about me.
Everybody's gone, I'll rot in my head alone.
I don't give a fuck about you, go the fuck away .

Fake being, inside of my heart you are the liar.
Innocence displaced.
Been left.

Here I stand now and I'm alone,
With no one to comfort me.
One set of footprints in the sand.
No one to take my hand, I'll .
I'll walk through as long as I need.
I'll drift through my life though I'm alone.
Outgrown the cradle that once housed me
And I've found that all I need is
Me.

Found I've never needed you to push through
All the shit that stacks up inside of my life.
Endless plight that circulates through my body.
I'll keep stumbling, beating, pummeling
Teething on the rind and renounce my being.

I can't see going on.

I can't see
I'm so tired, of trying to mend the wounds of all my suffering.
What do I do now?
All I'm asking from you please,
Send me a sign
To guide me through the times that lie in front of me.
I'll get by myself

I can't see going on fuck it.

Dead Inside

I don't feel good Just an ordinary day
I don't care muchabout what you think

It all washes away in the end Under skies so gray in the end (We're all)
Dead inside, can't deny what is real, the pain I feel.
Dead inside, can't deny always suffering, it's just my way.

I've seen enough No more hurt today
All damage is done No more life this way.

It all washes away in the end Under skies so gray in the end (We're all)
Dead inside, can't deny what is real, the pain I feel.



Dead inside, can't deny always suffering, yeah.

Every single one from every single way
All they do is drag me down, and I know it'll never change.
Every drop of blood flows right down the drain
& though I spilt it all for you, you never appreciate, never appreciate (We're all)

Dead inside, can't deny what is real, the pain I feel.
Dead inside, can't deny always suffering, it's just my way. (2x)

Death Blooms

Cold seems crippling lame meander through corridors aroma's thick
with age mark off the day reflections of my life are fading

Pull me out of body don't want it don't want in,
Feeble frail and rotting descending I'm lost in,
A structure that's collapsing don't want it cast into,
Maker take the body don't want it wants me

Past has found its place salvation is no more will god accept my
peace bleached will pardon me reflections of my life are fading
Pull me out of body don't want it don't want in,
Feeble frail and rotting descending I'm lost in,
A structure that's collapsing don't want it cast into,
Maker take the body don't want it wants me

I just want to run fly kites wrestle jump and play
Swim through waves that crash to shore memories in me
cocooned in misery

I'm sick and tired of embracing reflections of past time receive me
or cast me away
...god please take me away
resistance futile suicidal ideas I will crucify my own being satisfy
selfish needs fuck the deities justify my own right to what's waiting
for me

On the other side the time has come lock and load I'm coming I'm
coming I'm coming I'm coming home

Pull me out of body don't want it don't want in,
Pull me out of body don't want it don't want in,
Pull me out of body don't want it don't want in,
Feeble frail and rotting descending I'm lost in,
A structure that's collapsing descending don't want it,
Maker take the body don't want it wants me,
Pull me out of body don't want it don't want in,
Feeble frail and rotting descending I'm lost in,
A structure that's collapsing descending don't want it,
Maker take the body don't want it wants me

I just want to run fly kites wrestle jump and play
Swim through waves that crash to shore memories in me
cocooned in misery
The darkness overcomes soul soars to the other plain
Existence past the door I sail through purgatory's bay

I asked a god for poison cradle me sown to my dreams souls searching
death blossoms where clouds lie over me held in god's hands death
blooming

Dark for fear of failure an inner gloom as wide as an eye and
fermenting roiling hate death grip in my veins unveiling rancid
petals flowering forth foul nectar the space between a blink and a
tear
...death blooms.

Death Blooms (Demo)

Cold seems crippling lame meander through corridors aroma's thick
with age mark off the day reflections of my life are fading

Pull me out of body don't want it don't want in,
Feeble frail and rotting descending I'm lost in,
A structure that's collapsing don't want it cast into,
Maker take the body don't want it wants me

Past has found its place salvation is no more will god accept my
peace bleached will pardon me reflections of my life are fading
Pull me out of body don't want it don't want in,
Feeble frail and rotting descending I'm lost in,
A structure that's collapsing don't want it cast into,
Maker take the body don't want it wants me

I just want to run fly kites wrestle jump and play
Swim through waves that crash to shore memories in me
cocooned in misery

I'm sick and tired of embracing reflections of past time receive me
or cast me away
...god please take me away
resistance futile suicidal ideas I will crucify my own being satisfy
selfish needs fuck the deities justify my own right to what's waiting
for me

On the other side the time has come lock and load I'm coming I'm
coming I'm coming I'm coming home

Pull me out of body don't want it don't want in,
Pull me out of body don't want it don't want in,
Pull me out of body don't want it don't want in,
Feeble frail and rotting descending I'm lost in,
A structure that's collapsing descending don't want it,
Maker take the body don't want it wants me,
Pull me out of body don't want it don't want in,
Feeble frail and rotting descending I'm lost in,
A structure that's collapsing descending don't want it,
Maker take the body don't want it wants me

I just want to run fly kites wrestle jump and play
Swim through waves that crash to shore memories in me
cocooned in misery
The darkness overcomes soul soars to the other plain
Existence past the door I sail through purgatory's bay

I asked a god for poison cradle me sown to my dreams souls searching
death blossoms where clouds lie over me held in god's hands death
blooming

Dark for fear of failure an inner gloom as wide as an eye and
fermenting roiling hate death grip in my veins unveiling rancid
petals flowering forth foul nectar the space between a blink and a
tear
...death blooms.

Determined

GO, SO FUCKING DETERMINED, YEAH
YEAH GO, YOU BETTER BELIEVE IT CONFIDENCE
GO, SO FUCKING DETERMINED, YEAH
YEAH GO, SPIT OUT ALL REASON, YEAH

I'm tired of holdin' up the weight,
the weight of the motherfuckin' world.
All I want is to just get right
HERE RIGHT NOW !!!
We struggle and fight just to get in the grave
That's overflowing.
Clock's ticking on my 15 minutes of fame
Come on now 1 2 3...

GO, SO FUCKING DETERMINED, YEAH
YEAH GO, YOU BETTER BELIEVE IT CONFIDENCE
GO, SO FUCKING DETERMINED, YEAH
YEAH GO, SPIT OUT ALL REASON, YEAH

I'm flushing the trust of everyone,
stabbing in the back and thinkin' they can break me.
Set my sight can't die until I'm done
MIND ENDURANCE !!!
Never wanted any more than what I deserve,
better bring it I'm takin' it all.
Fuck an inch 'cause I'm bringin' a mile,
It's on now 1 2 3...

GO, SO FUCKING DETERMINED, YEAH
YEAH GO, YOU BETTER BELIEVE IT CONFIDENCE
GO, SO FUCKING DETERMINED, YEAH
YEAH GO, SPIT OUT ALL REASON, YEAH

This fire, is growing, it's burning, deep inside of me.
Focused, driven, certain, the way it's got to be

FIRE, GROWING, BURNING, DEEP INSIDE OF ME !!!
FOCUSED, DRIVEN, CERTAIN, THE WAY IT'S GOT TO BE !!!

CROOKED (No Trust)
LIAR (Conman)
DRUNK WITH (Power)
MENTOR (Taught me everything that I know)

SO WRONG,
WRONG
WRONG
WRONG

1 2 3 !!!

GO, SO FUCKING DETERMINED, YEAH
YEAH GO, YOU BETTER BELIEVE IT CONFIDENCE
GO, SO FUCKING DETERMINED, YEAH
YEAH GO, SPIT OUT ALL REASON, YEAH

GO, I'M FUCKING DETERMINED, YEAH
YEAH GO, YOU BETTER BELIEVE IT CONFIDENCE
GO, I'M FUCKING DETERMINED, YEAH
YEAH GO, SPIT OUT ALL REASON, YEAH

Dig

Dig bury me underneath
Everything that I am rearranging
Dig bury me underneath
Everything that I was slowly changing

I would love to beat the face,
Of any mother fucker that's thinkin' they can change me,
White knuckles grip pushing through for the gold,
If you're wantin' a piece of me I broke the mother fuckin' mold,
I'm drowning in your wake
Shit rubbed in my face
Teething on concrete
Gums bleeding

Dig bury me underneath
Everything that I am rearranging
Dig bury me underneath
Everything that I was slowly changing

I struggle in violated space,
Sell out motherfuckers in the biz that try to fuck me,
Hang from their T's rated P.G. insight,
I ain't sellin' my soul when there's nothing to buy
I'm livid in my space
Pissing in my face
Fuck you while you try
To fuck me

Dig bury me underneath
Everything that I am rearranging
Dig bury me underneath
Everything that I was you ain't fuckin' changing me

Let me help you tie the rope around your neck,
Let me help to talk you the wrong way off the ledge,
Let me help you hold the glock against your head
Let me help you tie the rope around your neck,
Let me help to talk you the wrong way off the ledge,
Let me help you hold the glock against your head,
Let me help to chain the weights onto your legs
Get on the plank fuck

Dig bury me underneath
Everything that I am rearranging
Dig bury me underneath
Everything that I was slowly changing
Wish you were committing
Suicide suckin' on a mother fuckin' tailpipe
Dead man walking on a tight rope
Limbless in the middle of a channel bomb's away

Do What You Do

Lips bleed from the rings
All these little bruises, the little things
That promote the segregation, lead to separation
Cage and clip the wings
Little noises, the little screams
That start the operation, conscious amputation
Just do what you do what you do what you did to me
Now I'm stuck in between a rock and nowhere
With nothing, with no one
Just do what you do what you do what you done to me
Draw the chalk like around the scene it's over
Now it's all over
Broken heart that's lost its beat
A little boy that softly weeps
Overwhelmed with emotions
Fuse burns to explosion
Lost the forest through the trees
Little whispers, the little dreams
That spark the recollection
Constant suffocation
Just do what you do what you do what you did to me
Now I'm stuck in between a rock and nowhere
With nothing, with no one
Just do what you do what you do what you done to me
Draw the chalk line around the scene it's over
Now it's all over
I can feel my life is changing
I can feel my heart is jaded
Left the sticks, left the stones
Words don't hurt, mend the bones
I can feel my life is changing
Just do what you do what you do what you did to me
Now I'm stuck in between a rock and nowhere
With nothing, with no one
Just do what you do what you do what you done to me
Draw the chalk line around the scene it's over
Now it's all over
We'll all erase the past and leave the pain
Cleanse the wounds and forget the name
Lost the will, ran far away
So it's all over
Spread the ash and fill the grave
Lost the time I make my way
Do what you do and go away
Now it's all over

Dull Boy

All work and no play makes me a dull boy..
All work and no play makes me a dull boy..
All work and no play makes me a dull boy..
All work and no play makes me a dull boy!!

Live in a secret
Live in a lie
Live in a dark hole beneath the black sky
Live like a martyr and draw my last breath
Feel like an old man with a knife in my chest

Live like a Transian
Live like a thief
Hide in your closet, grinding my teeth
Sit in a small room with the walls closing in
Open the shutters but everythings still dim

Payback
For all the things
I've done in my past

Payback
For everything
There are no take backs

[Chorus:]
I'm not the reason
Its not my fault
Its not my problem
I'm not the cause

I'm not your scapegoat
I'm not your god
I'm not your martyr
I'd leave you all

I'm not the reason - (I'm not your scapegoat)
It's not my fault - (I'm not your god)
It's not my problem - (I'm not your martyr)
I'm not the cause - (I'd leave you all)

All work and no play makes me a dull boy

Feel like a clown without my funny nose
Walk to the window break it out with my fist
Jump from the sill and I'll plunge to my death
You can be selfish whatever you think
Throw back my pills and take a sip of my drink

Walk under the clouds
Walk under the trees
Always again envy covering me

Payback
For all the things
I've done in my past

[Chorus]

Sunshines gone
It's all gone

By the way just so you know
Always this is how I feel

By the way just so you know
Always everyday this is how I feel

I'm not the reason
It's not my fault
It's not my problem
I'm not the cause
I'm not your scape goat (I'm not your scape goat)
I'm not your god (I'm not your god)
I'm not your martyr (I'm not your martyr)

This is how I feel (this is how I feel)

By the way just so you know
Always everyday this is how I feel

Everything & Nothing

We swallow the spit,
Steal acceptance lend denial,
Telling me that my life is free and boundless,
Then I'm forced to stay between the lines,
They construct death to demolish life,
Plant the seeds to harvest loss,
Found empty truth is full of lies,

We're hoping for despair,
Starvation's gluttony,
Subtle chaotic peace,
War divided unity,
Pro life, pro choice,
Blinded insight,
Left wing, right wing,
Black, white,
Leaders following,

I am everything I am nothing,

Stop fuckin' with me, I'm the accused I'm not the enemy
You're so confused no way you could enlighten me,
No freedom trapped in slavery, deceitful honesty mother fuckin' human
not a machine

Lay your hands upon me,
In search for answers inviting,
Constant struggle inside me,
Guide me through this nothing that's everything

I am everything I am nothing

Fall into Sleep

Dreams of earthquakes
Dreams of hurricanes
Dreams of pouring rain
Dreams of tidal waves...to wash us all away
Dreams of guns blazed
Dreams of fire rage
Dreams of swollen graves
Dreams of hollow pain
All gone

No more fallen
No more enemy
No more casuality
No more dream

Fall into sleep
Fall into me
I have a dream
But nobody cares
Nobody wants to listen

Fall into sleep
Fall into me
Hang on to a dream that nobody wants
Nobody cares anymore

Dreams of mourning grief
Dreams of disbelief
Dreams of tragedy
Dreams of our disease...to take us all away
Dreams of fidelity
Dreams of inner peace
Dreams of loyalty
Dreams of unity
All gone
All gone

Fall into sleep
Fall into me
I have a dream
But nobody cares
Nobody wants to listen

Fall into sleep
Fall into me
Hang on to a dream that nobody wants
Nobody cares anymore

The angels are injured
Fall with broken burning wings
Are we dead inside
Are we blind
We can't keep moving forward
Backwards with closed eyes
We're losing sight
All lost inside

No more fallen
No more enemy

Fall into sleep
Fall into me
I have a dream
But nobody cares
Nobody wants to listen

Fall into sleep
Fall into me
Hang on to a dream that nobody wants
Nobody cares
Nobody wants
Nobody cares anymore

All gone
All gone
All gone
All gone

Fall Into Sleep (Demo)

Dreams of earthquakes
Dreams of hurricanes
Dreams of pouring rain
Dreams of tidal waves...to wash us all away
Dreams of guns blazed
Dreams of fire rage
Dreams of swollen graves
Dreams of hollow pain
All gone

No more fallen
No more enemy
No more casuality
No more dream

Fall into sleep
Fall into me
I have a dream
But nobody cares
Nobody wants to listen

Fall into sleep
Fall into me
Hang on to a dream that nobody wants
Nobody cares anymore

Dreams of mourning grief
Dreams of disbelief
Dreams of tragedy
Dreams of our disease...to take us all away
Dreams of fidelity
Dreams of inner peace
Dreams of loyalty
Dreams of unity
All gone
All gone

Fall into sleep
Fall into me
I have a dream
But nobody cares
Nobody wants to listen

Fall into sleep
Fall into me
Hang on to a dream that nobody wants
Nobody cares anymore

The angels are injured
Fall with broken burning wings
Are we dead inside
Are we blind
We can't keep moving forward
Backwards with closed eyes
We're losing sight
All lost inside

No more fallen
No more enemy

Fall into sleep
Fall into me
I have a dream
But nobody cares
Nobody wants to listen

Fall into sleep
Fall into me
Hang on to a dream that nobody wants
Nobody cares
Nobody wants
Nobody cares anymore

All gone
All gone
All gone
All gone

Fish Out of Water

LIE!!!
I'm a fish out of water
(I'm a fish out of water)
Kill me and choke on the bones
(Kill me and choke on the bones)
Nothing seems to matter anymore
Gotta get back to the reason
Gotta get back to the hole


Someone throw me an anchor
I've gotta drown this disease
(I've gotta drown this disease)
No one seems to matter anymore
Gotta get back to the meaning
Gotta get back the score


Buy my soul so you can sell me!
I don't need this
I don't need you


Trust your lies!
Then you betray me!
I don't want this
I don't want you


Up the creek with no paddle
(Up the creek with no paddle)
Through the oars of a board
(Through the oars of a board)
No one seems to care at all anymore
Gotta get back to the meaning
Gonna break backs of the poor


Let me tell you a secret
(Let me tell you a secret)
So you can tattle and leave
(So you can tattle and leave)
No one holds to their honesty anymore
Gotta get back to the stealing
Gotta take back from the hoard


Buy my soul so you can sell me!
I don't need this
I don't need you
Trust your lies!
Then you betray me!
I don't want this
I don't want!
You...


I don't want you
I don't wanna change
Who do you wanna be?
The summit of integrity
Or the bottom, the filth
The dichotomy


All these fallen angels
Skeletons of what they once were
Hanging in the closet for the world to see
Another fallen angel
Faced by demons on their judgment
Hanging from the gallows
For us all to see it!!!


Nobody told me!
Nobody forewarned!
Nobody told me!
Nobody forewarned!


Buy!
(Buy!!!)
My soul!
(My soul!!!)
So you can sell me!


I don't need this
I don't need you
Trust!
(Trust!!!)
Your lies!
(Your lies!!!)
Then you betray me!
I don't want this!
I don't want you!

Forget to Remember

What have I done?
Where have I come from?
When I burnt the backs with the sun through a glass did I seal the loss that's become me?

Feeling undone
What have I become?
When I turned my back on you I turned my back on myself and became this machine

Thoughtlessness
Selfishness
Hopelessness
Arrogant

I feel it on the inside
Twisting and contorting
Memory has shaped me once again

Still feel you on the inside
Biting through and stinging
Will I ever forget to remember?

Shadows in the sun
Filter through us
Still wrestle the demons that arrested me as a child
Confession rejected
We grow up
To give up
People step on the cracks for wounds owed paid back
Through the words of surrender

Emptiness
Loneliness
Listlessness
Worthless

I feel it on the inside
Twisting and contorting
Memory has shaped me once again
Still feel you on the inside
Biting through and stinging
Will I ever forget to remember?

Can you save me?
From myself
From these memories
Can you save me?
From myself
From these memories

Surrender
To the shadows
Haunting inside
Bleed through you
Surrender to the secrets...inside
Lies within you

I feel it on the inside
Twisting and contorting
Memory has shaped me once again
Still feel you on the inside
Biting through and stinging
Will I ever forget to remember?

Can't feel you on the inside
Set down the bag and left it
Lost memory has left me
One again
Open up the inside
Admission for the cleansing
Now that I've forgotten to remember

Surrender
To the shadows
Haunting inside
Bleed through you

Forget to Remember (Acoustic)

What have I done?
Where have I come from?
When I burnt the backs with the sun through a glass did I seal the loss that's become me?

Feeling undone
What have I become?
When I turned my back on you I turned my back on myself and became this machine

Thoughtlessness (I feel...)
Selfishness (I feel...)
Hopelessness (I feel...)
Arrogant

I feel it on the inside (inside!)
Twisting and contorting
Memory has shaped me once again
Still feel you on the inside (inside!)
Biting through and stinging
Will I ever forget to remember?

Shadows in the sun
Filter through us
Still wrestle the demons that arrested me as a child
Confession rejected
We grow up
To give up
People step on the cracks for wounds owed paid back
Through the words of surrender

Emptiness (I feel...)
Loneliness (I feel...)
Listlessness (I feel...)
Worthless

I feel it on the inside (inside!)
Twisting and contorting
Memory has shaped me once again
Still feel you on the inside
Biting through and stinging
Will I ever forget to remember?

O Can you save me?
From myself (myself!)
From these memories
O Can you save me?
From myself (myself!)
From these memories

Surrender
To the shadows
Haunting inside
Bleed through you
Surrender to the secrets inside
Lies within you

I feel it on the inside (inside!)
Twisting and contorting
Memory has shaped me once again
Still feel you on the inside (inside!)
Biting through and stinging
Will I ever forget to remember?

Can't feel you on the inside (inside!)
Set down the bag and left it
Lost memory has left me
One again
Open up the inside (inside!)
Admission for the cleansing
Now that I've forgotten to remember

Surrender
To the shadows
Haunting inside
Bleed through you

Golden Ratio

Instrumental

 

Goodbye

Pendulum stops and falls away
Life sifted through like sand
Storms of summer rain
Flooding lifelines in our hands
Our skin of blood and bone
Gently close to dust and blows
Our home of blood and bone
Pulls through the ground and so....
Unstoppable
These feelings of loss
So unstoppable
Egging through to the marrow of bones
Just let it go
Pain willing in your eyes
Just let me go
Dry the tears that fall

And remember
When everything is typical
Ill be the wish upon a star
I've found a place so magical
Goodbye....

See you another goodbye
I..See you another goodbye
See you another goodbye
See you another...

Peeling killers rise
Precious circle is mended
Sense vertigo in you
So Ill be your halo
So unstoppable
My love for you
So unstoppable
Memories of you

Just remember
When everything is difficult
Ill be the wish upon a star
I've found a place so magical
But still please.

Someone, Help Me, Grab Me, Save Me Now,
Distrust, Darkened, Daylight, Ive lost sight
Someone, Help Me, Grab Me, Save Me Now,
Distrust, Darkened, Daylight, Ive lost sight

Remember
That nothing here seems typical
Ill be the wish upon a star
Ive lost something so magical
And gone so far
Just remember
When everything is difficult
Ill be shining from a far
When it feels like things have gone away
Ill see you again

Ill see you again, Goodbye
Ill see you again, Goodbye
Ill see you again, Goodbye
Ill see you again, Goodbye
Ill see you again, Goodbye....

Happy?

In this hole
That is me
The dead are rolling over
In this hole
Thickening
Dirt shoveled over shoulders

I feel it in me
So overwhelmed
Oh, this pressured center rising
My life overturned
Unfair the despair
All these scars keep ripping open

Peel me from the skin
Tear me from the rind
Does it make you happy now?

Tear meat from the bone
Tear me from myself
Are you feeling happy now?

In this hole
That is me
A life that's growing feeble
In this hole
So limiting
The sun has set; all darkens

Buried underneath
Hands slip off the wheel
Internal path-way to contention

Peel me from the skin
Tear me from the rind
Does it make you happy now?

Tear meat from the bone
Tear me from myself
Are you feeling happy now?

Are you
HAPPY?

Are you
HAPPY?

Are you feeling happy?

In this hole
That is me
Left with a heart exhausted
What's my release??
What sets me free?
Do you pull me up just to push me down again?

Peel me from the skin
Tear me from the rind
Does it make you happy now?

Tear meat from the bone
Tear me from myself
Are you feeling happy?

Peel me from the skiiiiiiiiiin
Peel me from the skiiiiiiiiiin
Tear me from the rind
Does it make you happy now?

Tear me from the boooooooooone
Tear me from the boooooooooone
Tear me from myself
Are you feeling happy?

Does it make you happy?
Are you feeling happy?
Are you fucking happy?
Now that I'm lost left with nothing

Does it make you happy?
Are you feeling happy?
Are you fucking happy?
Now that I'm lost left with nothing

Happy? (Demo)

In this hole
That is me
The dead are rolling over
In this hole
Thickening
Dirt shoveled over shoulders

I feel it in me
So overwhelmed
Oh, this pressured center rising
My life overturned
Unfair the despair
All these scars keep ripping open

Peel me from the skin
Tear me from the rind
Does it make you happy now?

Tear meat from the bone
Tear me from myself
Are you feeling happy now?

In this hole
That is me
A life that's growing feeble
In this hole
So limiting
The sun has set; all darkens

Buried underneath
Hands slip off the wheel
Internal path-way to contention

Peel me from the skin
Tear me from the rind
Does it make you happy now?

Tear meat from the bone
Tear me from myself
Are you feeling happy now?

Are you
HAPPY?

Are you
HAPPY?

Are you feeling happy?

In this hole
That is me
Left with a heart exhausted
What's my release??
What sets me free?
Do you pull me up just to push me down again?

Peel me from the skin
Tear me from the rind
Does it make you happy now?

Tear meat from the bone
Tear me from myself
Are you feeling happy?

Peel me from the skiiiiiiiiiin
Peel me from the skiiiiiiiiiin
Tear me from the rind
Does it make you happy now?

Tear me from the boooooooooone
Tear me from the boooooooooone
Tear me from myself
Are you feeling happy?

Does it make you happy?
Are you feeling happy?
Are you fucking happy?
Now that I'm lost left with nothing

Does it make you happy?
Are you feeling happy?
Are you fucking happy?
Now that I'm lost left with nothing

Have It Your Way

What were ya thinkin'?
What was going on inside your head?
Tell me, were ya drinkin'?
Or just plain insane?
How were ya feeling?
With another couple thousand dead?


Or were ya liein'?
Just playing games
Placing your bets
Russian roulette
Well on your way to ending the days


You leave us all behind
Broken with precision
Blind leading the blind
Have it your way
You've left us all behind
Riddled with deception
Pepper us with lime
Have it your way


Was it for your father?
Did you get a little pat on the head?
"That's the way to go boy"
Clean up this mess.


Placing your bets
Russian roulette
You're on your way to ending the days
You leave us all behind
Broken with precision
Blind leading the blind
Have it your way
You've left us all behind
Riddled with deception
Pepper us with lime
Have it your way


Welcome to the new wave
New world order part 2
But I'd be damned if they would ever die for you
The world is crashing down
All around us
All around you
The world is falling down
Have it your way
We have nothing to say


You leave us all behind
Broken with precision
Blind leading the blind
Have it your way
You've left us all behind
Riddled with deception
Pepper us with lime
Have it your way


Bombs, bullets, and blood
The things that we don't see
The things that we can't touch
Nightmares of reality
The things that we don't see on the TV
Pledge your allegiance to the bombs, bullets, and blood
Pledge your allegiance to the bombs, bullets, and blood

Heard It All Before

Past times are for laziness and past time is gone.
Can't live in it, Can't live with it.
Hard times for the cryin type are like a wrecking ball
Hard as a stone, can't let it penetrate.

You've gotta believe in yourself, with your mind, with your guts, with your heart, make a stand.
A stand against fools that will steal it away,
rip the heart from your chest, and devour it.

I ain't sellin what they're wanting to buy anymore, No more never
I ain't listen because I've heard all that bullshit before, so many times before.

Eyes of a dog will wander for food, like a scavenger. You've gotta own it, gotta defend it.
You've gotta believe in the hunt, in the prowl, in the search,
in the kill. I'm the alpha man

I ain't sellin what they're wanting to buy anymore, No more never
I ain't listen because I've heard all that bullshit before,
so many times.

I've, I heard it all before, I've heard it! I've. I lived it all before, I've lived...

No more The parasites sucking the life out of me,
they're like cannibals
Bleed you for anything, bleed you for everything.

You've gotta believe in the strength, of your mind, of the soul,
to the bone. What is real.

I've, I heard it all before, I've heard it! I've. I lived it all before, I've lived... No more I've, I heard it all before, I've herd it! I've, I seen it all before, I've seen it!
Heard it. Lived it. Know it. Believe it.

I live for no one, I'd die for no one.
I've, I heard it all before, I've heard it! I've. I lived it all before, I've lived... No more

I've. Heard it, seen it, lived it. I've. Done it, know it, believe it. I've. I've heard it all before, I lived it!!

I Can't Wait

I am the plague, I am the rot
I am the bitterness.
I am the war, I am the death,
I am the crucifix.
I am the sacrifice at the end,
I am the fall of man.
I am apocalypse, I'm the debt list,
I'm your last breathe.
I am sin.
I am dead sin.

/chorus/
I can't wait until it's over.
All done and gone.
I can't wait to lose it all, fuck it all.
Fuck you all. There's nothing left anyway.
They say that dead men don't pull triggers,


well prove 'em wrong.

I am catastraphe, I'm conflict,
I am warfare.
I am fatality, I am the wound that's in your head.
I am the dark, I am the fear,
I am the orphan lamb.
I am anxiety, I am the grave,
I am nothingness.
I am hate. I am lost faith.
/chorus/
I'M EMPTY!
/chorus/

IMN

Suicide
Don't give a fuck about this
My life or any other
Just go away and let me hang
Impossible to forgive, forget it, murderer
I'm in control

Living a lie
Make you pay at all cost for this
Love sick
Bullshit
Bring it

Decisions making themselves
I don't need you
Thorns in my side
So I die

No one
No one could ever understand
My life's exhausted
No one
No one could ever understand
This life IMN

Determined
To bring you all down with me
Break you
Beat down
No more fucking empathy
From me, for you
Fed up i've had enough
Duality
My war
Existence
Instigated controversy
Lay down
Sell out
So wrong

Drag the blade and go away
I stand, cold cruel and lost
Take me I'm ready

No one
No one could ever understand
My life's exhausted
No one
No one could ever understand
Pressure constricting
So hard
Like a stone
Fight hard
Break bones break

No one
No one could ever understand
This life IMN

Your pressure
My time
Eroding
My life
Fight for your honesty
Fight for integrity

All work and no play
All work and no play
All work and no play waiting
All work and no play
All work and no play left me
Sick!

I want to eat a bullet
Carve myself
Beat my face
Catatonic
Dig my brain
No pain! suffocate!
Stomach aches
Don't give a fuck
I'm out, I'm done
Fuck this shit
You've dug the hole
I'm lying in

No one could ever understand
No one could ever understand
Fight for your honesty
Fight for integrity

No one
No one could ever understand
My life's exhausted
No one
No one could ever understand
Pressure constricting
So hard
Like a stone
Fight hard
Break bones break

No one
No one could ever understand
This life, IMN

My world
My rules
My noose

My world
My rules
Fuck you

My world
My rules
My noose

My world
My rules
Fuck you

Internal Primates Forever

Cop provisions feed my addictions mistakes I made then
I opened up the holes and they crawled in,
Now when it's time for the feed they won't let me forget,
They ride upon my back and they'll fuck me with their need,
My invisible enemies all my monkeys

Their coming they're coming their coming they're coming to take me
away.

Disgusted with my position so submissive I am the only way we get
away is give in sharpen up the razors stab the needles into pipes to
kill cravings so sick of this in me can't stand the want to need
can't get free always got a grip on me

There's no use to fight this wrenching tourniquet of deprivation
obedience subservience leads to substance

Give it to me, give it to me

Leave my motivation to chemical dependency no room for patience
Don't want it need it come on right now

[Chorus voice 2]
Everything I've become now is everything I didn't want to be

Every time I try to run away I fall on my face they drag me back
Every time I try to run away I fall on my face

Help! They won't leave me alone

If I would have known back then what I know now I 'd take it back
If I would have known back then what I know now I 'd take it
back,
I'd take it back I'd take it all fuckin' back

Stay away stay away
Hold me I'm shaking violently
Pull me out of my covering
Mold me into a new man
Lull me into a deep sleep

There's no use to fight this wrenching tourniquet of deprivation
obedience subservience leads to substance

Even if you want you can't stop

Internal primates forever

Just

Just a few seconds away from everyone
From everything
Just a few seconds away
A second of your time and an inch of my own space

Silence
Quiet
Need a little peace of mind
After all this
After all that you do

Shut it up
Zip it
I need a little time to think
Without all this
Without all that you do

Keep it
Don't want it
Think I'll just go away
Away from here
From you

Time out
Walk it off
Think I need to throw a flag
Just a little break from the games that you play

Just a few seconds away from everyone
From everything
Just a few seconds away
All I want from all of you
Just a few seconds away
Away from this
It's neverending
Just a few seconds away
A second of your time and an inch of my own space

Beat it up
Whip it out
Top it with a little scream
All that you are
For all that you do

Crush it all
Kill it
Calling out my enemy
Don't want anything
I want nothing from you

Dry it up
Baby
Turn around and walk away
Cry your tears
Pussy

Lift it up
Destroy it
Build it up to tear it down
All the little things that make me run away

Just a few seconds away from everyone
From everything
Just a few seconds away
All I want from all of you
Just a few seconds away
Away from this
It's neverending
Just a few seconds away
Just a second of your time and an inch of my own space

Stop talking
Stop bothering me
Just walk away
I've had enough today

I have a life too
I've had enough of you
Feel like screaming
So go the fuck away

Go away
Go away
Go away
Go away

Just a few seconds away from everyone
From everything
Just a few seconds away
All I want from all of you
Just a few seconds away
Away from this
It's neverending
Just a few seconds away
A second of your time and an inch of my own space

King of Pain

There's a little black spot on the sun today
It's the same old thing as yesterday
There's a black hat caught in a high tree top
There's a flag pole rag, and the wind won't stop

I have stood here before inside the pouring rain
With the world turning circles running round my brain
I've always hoped that you would end this reign
But it's my destiny to be the king of pain

There's a little black spot on the sun today
(That's my soul up there)
It's the same old thing as yesterday
(That's my soul up there)
There's a black hat caught in a high tree top
(That's my soul up there)
There's a flag pole rag, and the wind won't stop
(That's my soul up there)

I have stood here before inside the pouring rain
With the world turning circles running round my brain
I've always hoped that you would end this reign
But it's my destiny to be the king of pain

There's a fossil that's trapped in a high cliff wall
(That's my soul up there)
There's a dead salmon frozen in a waterfall
(That's my soul up there)
There's a blue whale beached by a springtide's ebb
(That's my soul up there)
There's a butterfly trapped in a spider's web
(That's my soul up there)

I have stood here before inside the pouring rain
With the world turning circles running round my brain
I've always hoped that you would end this reign
But it's my destiny to be the king of pain

There's a king on a throne with his eyes torn out
There's a blind man looking for a shadow of doubt
There's a rich man sleeping on a golden bed
There's a skeleton choking on a crust of bread

King of pain

There's a red fox torn by a huntsman's pack
(That's my soul up there)
There's a black winged gull with a broken back
(That's my soul up there)
There's a little black spot on the sun today
It's the same old shit as yesterday

I have stood here before inside the pouring rain
With the world turning circles running round my brain
I've always hoped that you would end this reign
But it's my destiny to be the king of pain

King of pain, king of pain, king of pain
I'll always be king of pain
I'll always be king of pain
I'll always be king of pain
I'll always be king of pain
I'll always be king of pain
I'll always be king of pain....

Lethal Dosage

I am the sin of man

I ..... so just let me out

I'll be back again

I see through the cracks

To pollute the soil in which you stand

I contaminate what you grow

To be inside of you again



Fertilizing your seed

I've got a riddle for you

I'f you're wise, you'll listen to me

Listen to me

Listen to me

Again...

Mercy, Severity

We've come here, from so far away,
I can save you,
If you leave it all behind
This suffering's, been far too long,
Would you take a trip with me
On the back of a star,
I feel like earth's gravity is just here to pull us down.

Mother of creation wait, embrace the souls of a lost world
Carry them away,
Darkness negative receptive,
Pour firmament between our waters
Separate the space
Mother of destruction wait with a belt of
Skulls strap me down
And send the ship away,
Progress with the process, mine the souls
From their casts
Pour form and reshape

This dark womb,
Wraps and covets me,
Redefining understanding, if you open
Up the heart,
Nurturing, this phenomenon,
We can carry you on our wings, our wings
Through the dark
Lightning flashes of insight,
Into the mirth of a dark sky,
Pain of division is nothing,
Joy of dissolution is everything

Mother of creation wait, embrace the souls of a lost world
Carry them away,
Darkness negative receptive,
Pour firmament between our waters
Separate the space
Mother of destruction wait with a belt of
Skulls strap me down
And send the ship away,
Progress with the process, mine the souls
From their casts
Pour form and reshape

Portal sits deep within the eye,
The eye of yin's severity,
Rewards understanding
Portal sits deep within the eye
The eye of yin's severity,
Rewards understanding

Blackness consumes body comforts core of
Nothing...

Mother I can remember, a vault of security,
Can you take me away,
Would you take me away,
Won't you take me away
...Away

Monolith

first voice:These symptoms suggested that our evolution, i suppose, from the animal kingdomInto the human kingdom itself was catalyzed, or triggered by our encounter withThese hallucenogenics, andSecond voice:Yes, we are an ape with a symbiotic relationship to a mushroom, and that hasGiven us self reflection, language, religion and all the spectrum of effectsThat flow from these things.First voice again:And one can only wonder how these hallucinogens might effect our futureEvolution as well...Second voice again:They have brought us to this point, and as we make our relationship to themConcious, we may be able to take control of our furute evolutionary path.

Mutatis Mutandis

Instrumental

Never Enough

My legs are weary but I still walk
My hands are sown and broken but I still clutch
My heart is jaded but I still love
My cup is empty but I still pour

All I ever want to be, all I ever needed to be
was whatever you wanted me to
But you took that from me,yeah

I was never enough for you
I should have known, I should've known
I was never enough for you
Dont waste my time, dont waste my

I lost the feeling but I still touch
I stopped believing but I still trust
All I ever want to be, all I ever needed be
was whatever you wanted me to
But you took that from me, yeah

I was never enough for you
I should have known, I should've known
I was never enough for you
Dont waste my time

All these questions asking why
I'll just close my eyes
(my eyes)
All these people asking why
I'll just waive goodbye
(goodbye)
Time pushin' forward, Im sick and tired
Need a little shelter
Drag the glass across my eyes
Cut me open, cut me wide
Bleed me for the winner
Just tear it away

I was never enough for you
I should have known, I should've known
I was never enough for you
Dont waste my time
I was never enough for you
Just wastin' time, dont waste mine

Not Falling

Always, known in, all my time,
A little left of center now
Reflect as I realize,
That all I need is to find the middle pillar path to sit like the sun by a star in the sky and
just be.
Sinners, casting stones at me

I... I stand, not crawling, not falling down
I... I bleed the demons that drag me down
I... I stand, (for nothing), not crawling, (the center), not falling down (of calms within the eye)
I... I'll bleed, (for no one), The demons, (but myself), that pull me down (for me and no one else)

Goodbye, sunshine, I've put it out again, sad
I'm over, personalities, conflicting, I don't need you, or anyone, but me, I'll just be, living
my own life
I feel my glowing center grow, infecting
I feel alive
Shovel dirt over lime, plant it in myself to sit like a seed under covers of earth and just be
Sinners, pointing fingers at me

I... I stand, (for nothing), not crawling, (by myself), not falling down
I... I bleed, (for no one), the demons, (but myself), that drag me down
I... I stand, (for nothing), not crawling, (the center), not falling down (of calms within the eye)
I... I'll bleed, (for no one), the demons, (but myself), that pull me down (for me and no one else)

Come play kill
Refuse my body, refuse my shadow
Stond cold will
Refuse to lead this, refuse to follow
Bitter pills
Refuse to feed this, refuse to swallow
I'm fueled godless

Come play, come play
KILL
Just be, just be

I... I stand, (for nothing), not crawling, (by myself), not falling down
I... I bleed, (for no one), the demons, (but myself), that drag me down
I... I stand, (for nothing), not crawling, (the center), not falling down (of calms within the eye)
I... I'll bleed, (for no one), the demons, (but myself), that drag me down (for me and no one else)

Not Falling (Demo)

Always, known in, all my time,
A little left of center now
Reflect as I realize,
That all I need is to find the middle pillar path to sit like the sun by a star in the sky and
just be.
Sinners, casting stones at me

I... I stand, not crawling, not falling down
I... I bleed the demons that drag me down
I... I stand, (for nothing), not crawling, (the center), not falling down (of calms within the eye)
I... I'll bleed, (for no one), The demons, (but myself), that pull me down (for me and no one else)

Goodbye, sunshine, I've put it out again, sad
I'm over, personalities, conflicting, I don't need you, or anyone, but me, I'll just be, living
my own life
I feel my glowing center grow, infecting
I feel alive
Shovel dirt over lime, plant it in myself to sit like a seed under covers of earth and just be
Sinners, pointing fingers at me

I... I stand, (for nothing), not crawling, (by myself), not falling down
I... I bleed, (for no one), the demons, (but myself), that drag me down
I... I stand, (for nothing), not crawling, (the center), not falling down (of calms within the eye)
I... I'll bleed, (for no one), the demons, (but myself), that pull me down (for me and no one else)

Come play kill
Refuse my body, refuse my shadow
Stond cold will
Refuse to lead this, refuse to follow
Bitter pills
Refuse to feed this, refuse to swallow
I'm fueled godless

Come play, come play
KILL
Just be, just be

I... I stand, (for nothing), not crawling, (by myself), not falling down
I... I bleed, (for no one), the demons, (but myself), that drag me down
I... I stand, (for nothing), not crawling, (the center), not falling down (of calms within the eye)
I... I'll bleed, (for no one), the demons, (but myself), that drag me down (for me and no one else)

Nothing to Gein

Cold and silent, soiled face I will wash it all away,
With my love,
That's all she's ever needed, from me
It's my time, to mother,
One of my own in my life,
I am so alone, left with no one
In my life, I'm so alone

Life submissiveness,
Hypnotizing the ignorant a little boy's best friend's always his
mother,
At least that's what she said,
Life of a simple man,
Taught that everyone else is dirty,
And their love is meaningless,
I'm just a soiled dirty boy,
I'm just a soiled dirty boy,

Sheltered life innocence,
Insulated memories, spark reflections of my head,
Duality in my consciousness,
Caught in the war of hemispheres,
Between the love lost in my head,
Mommy do you still live inside of me,
I'm so lost in my life without any guiding,
Protected me my whole life from everything,
Nailed shut the doors to the shrine,
To screen your dead eyes from me and my sickness,
Mutilate and sew my new clothes for masquerading,
Aprons of flesh corpse scalped hair with skin upon my face,

Deliver the remains from her womb of earth,
Prep the rack and tie up for new love's rebirth,
Covert understanding of novice surgery,
I'll focus concentration and only take just what I need
For sickness I'm masticating,
Dancing and masturbating,
Celebrate in fields of night with skin upon my face

If I soak my hands in others blood am I sick,
If I wash my hands in others blood am I sick,
If I drench myself in others blood am I sick,
If I bathe myself in others blood

Blame mother for the sickness,
Mutilate and sew my new clothes for masquerading,
Aprons of flesh corpse scalped hair with skin upon my face,
Dance and masturbate in night light by myself..

Nothing is left for me to gain they're coming to take me far
away,

[Chorus]

Life of a simple man taught that everyone else is dirty and love is
meaningless
I'm so soiled
Soiled

On The Move

Pack up my shit I'm on the road like Kerouac (whooo)
Found tranquility in the cover that holds me (down down)
People I've query I'm always on the move (get more)
Set it up pack it up giddy up giddy up, whooo!

I love it, whooo!
I hate it

Rolling Stones gather no moss, so lets go
Not a life, not a love
Not a motherfuckin' minute to spare (god damn)
3 65 24/7 on the move (hey)
Gotta go gotta go gotta hurry up and get there (now)

I'm living' the life (whooo!)
Without the life (god damn)
Gotta make it today to live up on the stage (hey)
So I'm blowing it up like a high school game

I know my place is on this road, my sad story
Reflect on all the things that fell behind, can't be sorry
I will follow my life and all the curves that it throws me
Just when I think that I've found my home - I'm gone

When my worlds only gonna P to TM
We'll be choppin' him dead inside, until I'm dead (yeah)
Keep my hat on my head can't hang it without a home (god damn)
Gotta push it more and this way I am alone (hey)

I'm living' the life (whooo!)
Without the life (god damn)
Gotta make it today to live up on the stage (hey)
So I'm blowing it up like a high school game

I know my place is on this road, my sad story
Reflect on all the things that fell behind, can't be sorry
I will follow my life and all the curves that it throws me
Just when I think that I've found my home - I'm gone

This circus cycle family
If faces aren't so strange
Faces becoming more familiar
Day by day
Sharing becomes closer
Day by day
The world becomes our home

DAY - we'll turn up with nothing
NIGHT - but we'll be back sometime
DAY - if its ready I'm ready
NIGHT - I've lived a life today
DAY - I'm healing the bleeding
NIGHT - dead now to back alive
DAY - I've been through another
DAY - I'm living the life, yeah right

I know my place is on this road - I can't be sorry
Reflect on all the words that fell aside - my tragedy
I have followed my life and all the curves that it's thrown me
Now at least I know I've found my home
Where I belong!

On the Move (Demo)

Pack up my shit I'm on the road like Kerouac (whooo)
Found tranquility in the cover that holds me (down down)
People I've query I'm always on the move (get more)
Set it up pack it up giddy up giddy up, whooo!

I love it, whooo!
I hate it

Rolling Stones gather no moss, so lets go
Not a life, not a love
Not a motherfuckin' minute to spare (god damn)
3 65 24/7 on the move (hey)
Gotta go gotta go gotta hurry up and get there (now)

I'm living' the life (whooo!)
Without the life (god damn)
Gotta make it today to live up on the stage (hey)
So I'm blowing it up like a high school game

I know my place is on this road, my sad story
Reflect on all the things that fell behind, can't be sorry
I will follow my life and all the curves that it throws me
Just when I think that I've found my home - I'm gone

When my worlds only gonna P to TM
We'll be choppin' him dead inside, until I'm dead (yeah)
Keep my hat on my head can't hang it without a home (god damn)
Gotta push it more and this way I am alone (hey)

I'm living' the life (whooo!)
Without the life (god damn)
Gotta make it today to live up on the stage (hey)
So I'm blowing it up like a high school game

I know my place is on this road, my sad story
Reflect on all the things that fell behind, can't be sorry
I will follow my life and all the curves that it throws me
Just when I think that I've found my home - I'm gone

This circus cycle family
If faces aren't so strange
Faces becoming more familiar
Day by day
Sharing becomes closer
Day by day
The world becomes our home

DAY - we'll turn up with nothing
NIGHT - but we'll be back sometime
DAY - if its ready I'm ready
NIGHT - I've lived a life today
DAY - I'm healing the bleeding
NIGHT - dead now to back alive
DAY - I've been through another
DAY - I'm living the life, yeah right

I know my place is on this road - I can't be sorry
Reflect on all the words that fell aside - my tragedy
I have followed my life and all the curves that it's thrown me
Now at least I know I've found my home
Where I belong!

Out to Pasture

Like a worm boring through cinders and rock and ash I think I need a broom
To sweep away the day cleanse us of the shame we're in I'm in

Like a stray with the mange runs and lies and man I think I need to bathe to wash away the day

cleanse us of the past and rid the taste

chorus:
You keep leading me you keep driving me you keep pushing me out to pasture
to graze Cant keep strangling cant keep ignoring me cant keep choking me climbing
a clock tower you keep telling us
u keep shoving us you keep forcing us out to pasture to graze
you stopped listening you stopped listening you stopped hearing me
so im loading my gun

like a bum sifting through dumpsters and garbage and trash I think I need some food ive starved away all day

cleanse us of the hunger we're in im in like a snake sliding through sand and dirt and desert I think I need a tomb

to blacken out the day peel me from the sun and keep me in my place




chorus:
u keep leading me you keep driving me you keep pushing me out to pasture to graze
cant keep strangling cant keep ignoring me cant keep judging me climbing a clock tower
you keep telling us u keep shoving us you keep forcing us out to pasture to
graze you stopped listening you stopped listening you stopped hearing me
so im loading my gun

it seems to me there are so many things they don't want to share now doesn't that seem strange it seems to me

its all for one but doesn't it seem strange that no ones for none not you not me no one and doesn't it seem strange that

we don't know a thing doesn't it feel the same as the cattle out to graze don't you think its strange that we cant find our

way don't you feel the same doesn't it seem strange that we don't know a thing doesn't it feel the same as the cattle

out to graze don't you think its strange that we cant find our way don't you feel the same

chorus

Pharmaecopia

Does your god come in a capsule,
To sedate you tear the walls down,
Headless prison cannibals chew,
to consume you bring the alien,

Halcium and morphine,
5-methoxy-n, n-dimethyltryptamine,
Psilocybin, mescaline, aspirin, histomine,
Brushite, darvaset, valium, caffeine, cannabis, and LSD,
Ayahuasca, harmine give it all to me I want it

These are just a few of my favorite things [X 2]

Trisolam and zanex, serotonin, mdma, ibogaine, dopeamine,
Tetra-hydro-chloride, atenolol,
Amanita muscaria,
Boric oxide, arrabinitol, psilocin, and flamizine,
Cylotec and harmaline
Give it all to me I want it

Does your god come in a capsule to sedate you,
Tear the walls down, headless prison,
Cannibals chew to consume you,
Bring the alien

You can't kill me,
I'm already dead
Inside my hole,
Inside my head,
We just beg for any way to be sedated,
It's all about escaping,
Numb to me,
Numb body from this hell,

I can feel them pushing, I can feel them pulling
I can feel them holding, I can feel them moving,
I can feel them prying, I can feel them prodding,
I can feel them breathing, I can feel them digging
I can feel them stabbing, I can feel them scoping,
I can feel them living, I can feel it,
Consume, take in, plunging, plumbing,
Instruments prying, aliens inside me,
Tooling the machine,
Intoxicating,
Feel it unfolding, riddles in me

It's all about escaping, we just beg for any way to get away
Who do you bow down to, does your god come in a capsule or on a
plate
They're trying to sedate you, swallow self and bring on the alien
You tried to kill me, I'm already dead to this world
I'm already dead to this world

Prod

Emotions inside us troubling,
The hatred inside us escalating,
The sickness inside us keeps you weak,
The masses inside of us suffering they are bleeding,
The calling inside us sick with greed,
The voices calling to us deafening we're not listening

Cannot receive the obvious
Line up cattle and cut the necks
Swat at the flies omit disgust

The leaders inside us posturing,
The pollution inside of us suffocating me,
The science inside us menacing
The will that's inside of us its dying end is coming

Cannot receive the obvious
Line up cattle and cut the necks
Drain us of life and cleanse the mess

Wash me off inside, wash me off inside

We're killing ourselves killers
Goddamn we fucked up the circumstance,
Too late to save us from ourselves,
Callous minds against trust and confidence,
Too late to give a damn now
Too late to save us from ourselves, too late to make it all go
away,
Too late to beg pardons from the mother, too late to give a damn

Now we'll sit and wait

Wait wait for the coming. of the end
Wait for the coming the killing the ending the plight of man
Deserving no mercy expelling by god's hand,
It's okay the ending it's over no more pain .

Emotion the hatred the sickness the calling

Cannot receive the obvious
Line up cattle and cut the necks
Swat at the flies omit disgust
Drain us of life and cleanse the mess

Pulling the String

Running I'm always running from myself
No one to help me
No one knows
Not that anyone who knew would care

Dangling
Hanging from your tree
Am I an ornament of longing
A seed trapped inside the shell that is me
Nobody can save me
From this
From myself

Hurricane of head space
Spinning circle
Stacking up the walls that hide you from yourself
Crumbling pieces of me
An offering to you
Falling gifts from me to you
Left nothing for myself
You had my cake and ate it too
And left nothing for me

Fist
For breaking
These eyes
For seeing
Right through
Heart
For you to trample
Confidence lost
Nothing to lose
Nothing to gain
From this loss
This right of passage denied
Holding the headstone
Tied to no one
Loosen the knot
Pulling the string

Losing
Feels like I'm losing all my worth
No one to notice
No one would care
If they took the time to stop and stare

Nobody has the time for me
For myself
Blistering pieces of me
I'm giving them to you
These sweet whispers are from me to you
Want nothing for myself

You hold my world inside your hands
And leave nothing for me

Fist
For breaking
These eyes
For seeing
Right through
Heart
For you to trample
Confidence lost
Nothing to lose
Nothing to gain
From this loss
This right of passage denied
Holding the headstone
Tied to no one
Loosen the knot
Pulling the string

So sorry
For whatever it was I've done
So I'm deserting
Sincerely
Me

Got to just be
You've got to just know
I've got to leave
It's time for me to go

So here's the note
I've left the key
I hope that when you find this
I've left you with a happy ending...

Goodbye
Goodbye
Goodbye

Fist
For breaking
These eyes
For seeing
Right through
Heart
For you to trample
Confidence lost
Nothing to lose
Nothing to gain

Pushing Through

Rip the womb
Feeling so sorry
Selfish and sore
Wish I wasn't born
Piece by piece I can carry it all
Strength to be driven
So unforgiving anything is possible
Like leaving you all
I'm turning my back on this killing so small

Step by step I'm pushing through this
(All of you get away from me)
Eye for an eye I'm pushing through this
My law
Step by step I'm pushing through this
(All of you get away from me)
Tooth for a tooth I'm pushing through this
Through you

Salt the wound
Cut through a conscience I've failed to explore
The calm before the storm
Speak your peace and prepare for the fall
Words have been chosen
Tainting the gift
Lying truth's so increditable
So fuck you all
I'm turning my back on this killing so small

Step by step I'm pushing through this
(All of you get away from me)
Eye for an eye I'm pushing through this
My law
Step by step I'm pushing through this
(All of you get away from me)
Tooth for a tooth I'm pushing through this
Through you

Spread the word
The killing is over
Spread the word
The killing is over

Severed, more than I am, more than I ever was,
Blindside, threatened, my worth, sequestered
Deliverance
You stoned a part of me
You've taken a part of me

Try
You wanted to be
Wanted to have a life
You wanted to fight
Wanted the right...Your lies
Spoken to me without a conscious
No right
Why
Breaking a mold
Breaking the trust
A child
Innocent lost
Ultimate cost
The loss
Life so undone
Deserted the seed
You've buried the bottle

Step by step I'm pushing through this
(All of you get away from me)
Eye for an eye I'm pushing through this
My law
Step by step I'm pushing through this
(All of you get away from me)
Tooth for a tooth I'm pushing through this
Through you

Step by step I'm pushing through
Eye for an eye I'm pushing through
Tooth for a tooth I'm pushing through

Pushing through
Pushing through
Pushing through
Pushing through
Pushing
Pushing
Pushing
Pushing through

Rain. Sun. Gone

So far
Left with nothing
Hanging by a memory
No stars
To give me one wish
So lost in the dark
Feels like I'm caving in from the outside
All right
All wrong
See you again
So long
Nothing matters anymore at all
Nothing matters anymore

Life's not meant to be disposable
Lost. Found. Dead.
Ready and willing
Can't stop the bleeding
Life's not meant to be expendable
Rain. Sun. Gone.
Left robbed unwilling
Can't fight the feeling

So low
Overwhelming
Clinging to a tragedy
So clear
Hear weeping voices
Tears fall in the dark
Feels like I'm carving in from the outside
So lost. So gone. So wrong.

Life's not meant to be disposable
Lost. Found. Dead.
Ready and willing
Can't stop the bleeding
Life's not meant to be expendable
Rain. Sun. Gone.
Left robbed unwilling
Can't fight the feeling

It's never ending
Never goes away
But you did
It's never ending
Never goes away
But you did...
Why
The body's just a vehicle to hold
Until we find another space
Find another place
To start this over
The enemy
The action I can't condone
Do you suffer with me
Can I give you my loss
To feel
To hold close
Can I give you my pain
To feel
To be eaten alive by
Conscience
Suffer
Fucking suffer
Suffer like me

Life's not meant to be disposable
Lost. Found. Dead.
Ready and willing
Can't stop the bleeding
Life's not meant to be expendable
Rain. Sun. Gone.
Left robbed unwilling
Can't fight the feeling

Recombinant Resurgence

Instrumental

Same Ol'

Always just the same ol' thing
Always just the same ol' thing
Always just the same ol' thing
I don't mind going hungry, it's the shit that you feed
I don't mind being broken, lost my will to believe
I don't mind being left to waste, to rot
Mow me down like a weed... so what
So I just don't fit, it's who I wanna be
So I just don't care, it's who I wanna be
So I just don't mind, it's who I wanna be
I don't mind being tired, when I can't fuckin' sleep
I don't mind being shattered, living a tragedy
I don't mind being bored to death and broke
Another day to me
So what
Clean up. What
Stand straight. So what
Face the front. What
Now listen up. So what
Same ol' problems, same ol' days
Same ol' story, same ol' games
Same ol' hustles, same ol' way
Same ol' situation, same ol' days
I don't mind being abused, pain the the core of me
I don't mind being violent, born in me my disease
I don't mind being bullied and pushed down
Black my eyes, skin my knees
So I just don't fit, it's who I wanna be
So I just don't care, it's who I wanna be
So I just don't mind, it's who I wanna be
So I don't give a fuck, so what
Get in line. What
Stand up straight. So what
Face the front. What
Now listen up. So what
Same ol' problems, same ol' days
Same ol' story, same ol' games
Same ol' hustles, same ol' way
Same ol' situation, same ol' days
Always just the same ol' thing
Always just the same ol' thing
Always just the same ol' thing
I'm just a puzzle missin' all the pieces and
I don't care and I don't mind
Why would you care at all
Don't fit, don't care, don't mind
Don't give a fuck
In my face, in my way
In my business breaking me
All the time, every day
Every fuckin' second get away
Same ol' problems, same ol' days
Same ol' story, same ol' games
Same ol' problems, same ol' days
Same ol' story, same ol' games
Same ol' hustles, same ol' way
Same ol' situation, same ol' days
What? So what?
What? So what?
What? So what?
What? So what?

Scarlet Letters

The heart is beating but the soul has died
The body's breathing beneath catatonic eyes
The blood is flowing, set it free for demise
I've lost my balance, but god knows I've tried
I don't wanna be here anymore in scarlet letters
Carved into what once was me
Once was yours no more (no more)

An uphill battle I failed to climb
I left it all now and I don't mind
Betrayed and broken consumed by the lies
Farewell to you all, I'll be fine. Goodbye.

I don't wanna be here anymore in scarlet letters
Carved into what once was me
Once was yours no more
I don't wanna be here anymore the scarlet letter
Torn in two, a piece of me, the peace in you no more

Do you believe in loss?
Do you believe in faith?
Do you believe in death?
Now that I'm gone
Forsaken me, ashes to dust just let me lie
Lay me to rest, I've done my best but lost my sight
Turning my back, leave me alone let spirit rise
Knives in my back, all hope is lost
Say goodbye

I don't wanna be here anymore in Scarlet Letters
Got to do, what once was me, once was yours, no more
I dont want to be here anymore, I dont wanna be
here anymore the scarlet letters
Carved into what once was me, once was yours no more.

Scream With Me

Ever feel like dying, ever feel alone,
Ever feel like cryin,lost child in a store,
Ever feel life pushing, shoving you away,
Ever feel like breaking down, funeral in the rain
Feel like slipping away

Stand in the corner and scream with me,
A body full of empty,
A head that's full of rage, better believe it!
Stand in the closet and scream with me
A mind that's like a fire,
Drivin by the pain, better believe it!

Ever feel like lying, down inside a grave
Listen to the elegy, a buyer of the hate
Ever dance beside the devil, taste the barrel of a gauge,
Ever pull the trigger, the light begins to fade
Feel like slipping away

Stand in the corner and scream with me,
A body full of empty,
A head that's full of rage, better believe it!
Stand in the closet and scream with me
A mind that's like a fire,
Drivin by the pain, better believe it!

I've asked you for forgiveness
I've asked you for your grace
I've asked you for your blessing
I've asked that I be saved

Stand in the corner and scream with me,
A body full of empty,
A head that's full of rage, better believe it!

Stand in the corner and scream with me,
A body full of empty,
A head that's full of rage, better believe it!
Stand in the closet and scream with me
A mind that''s like a fire,
Drivin by the pain, better believe it!

Stand in the corner and scream with me,
A body full of empty, a head that's full of rage
Better believe it
Drivin by the pain, better believe it!

Severed

And we hide behind,
Lies, anger, Hate they shoo love away,
Build shells of ourselves outside,
It shelters body from cold reigns of reality,

Come on, Step out, of your rind, assemble strength, focus,

Release and run to me you can never look back to the visions from the
past they fade and wilt in time,
You've got to just trust me to hold your hand through,
Then I turn and walk away,

Eclipse you (Cut you away),
And bleed you strip you of your states of ain soph aur,
Eclipse you (Cut you away),
I spit up on my plate and I push everything away,
From me
And we sever all ties,
It creates disruption midst circle of friends,
I become the sacrifice,
Spare your life and leave me to my misery,

Get off the cross, and save yourself, run away

Run now get away from me if I can get my grip I'll pull you down into
the hell I call my head you'll never get away
I sit down in my ugly place and build walls out of fragments from my
past of all the people that I needed and loved that walked away,

You've got to just trust me to hold your hand through then I'll turn
and walk away

I walk under the clouds of gray,
Sphere of storms in my head,

I'm trapped again in endless rain
I divorce the thoughts of you I love with me,
I divorce your innocence and my guilt,
I divorce the lying sellout confidence,
I'm divorcing every mother fuckin' thing
I divorce the love bled meaningless,
I divorce the makeshift harmony,
I divorce the taunting acts of violence,
I divorce the pastime of jealousy,
I divorce control,
I divorce the faith,
I divorce the virtue,
I divorce the rain,
I divorce the excuse,
I divorce the greed,
I divorce the need,
I divorce iniquity in this mother fuckin' bullshit life,
Just want it all to go away,
Just want to run away to die, take it, myself, my life
Text book fucking mental, off me and pitch me in a hole

I'll always be your shadow,
And veil your eyes from states of ain soph aur,
I can't be the hero anymore,
I spit up on my plate and then I turn and walk away,
I spit up on my plate and I disrupt the family,
I spit up on my plate and I sever the entity,
And I feel your warm sun on my face
Separate .

Eclipse you and bleed you strip you of your states of ain soph
aur,
I need you,
It's always been this way, I push it all away,
From me

Shadow of a Man

Mirror mirror... Upon the wall I'm asking you
"Who is the most confused of them all?"
Mirror mirror... Subservient twin screams back at me "You!"
You sick flawless mime,
I want to break you
Yeah, you're a clever one...

Do you reflect me?
Or do I reflect you?
Are you inside of another world?
I wanna break through!
Yeah, you're a clever one...

Is this a tool, can I step through, to find another plane,
Or just a shadow of a man
A superficial tool, to support the vanity of weak,
When you don't love yourself

If life's as painful on your side, I'll break your
Existence and cut through mine
You're a clever one

Are you a tool, can I step through, to find another plane,
Or just a shadow of a man
Are you my brother, you look like me,
Trapped inside another world my lost twin
Just a superficial tool, to support the vanity of weak,
When you don't love yourself

Mirror mirror upon the wall, am I the reflection
Of you,
Mirror mirror upon the wall, are you staring back through
Understanding has no place within my world
On your side

Are you a tool, can I step through, to find another plane,
Or just a shadow of a man
Are you my brother, you look like me,
Trapped inside another world my lost twin

Are you a tool, can I step through, to find another plane,
I'm just a shadow of a man
Just a superficial tool, to support the vanity of weak,
When you don't love yourself

Silenced

Sticker this, censor this, ban this
We've got something to say
Police this, condemn this, damn this
We'll be heard anyway
Middle finger is the flag that I wave when I'm silenced...

Listen here...

Is it a possibility?
That we're all just equal,
Slam the power down
Abusing...
Does it piss you off to be beat at your own game
You lead us with false morals and shelter reality
No more...we're not buying your product when
You're selling
The words preaching silence

Insult me in my home,
When you were never invited,
To live life on your curve
Frustrating,
Throw sticks into the spokes,
To relieve insecurities,
Stifle all ascension and sticker our freedom
Of speech

Sticker this, censor this, ban this
We've got something to say
Police this, condemn this, damn this
We'll be heard anyway
Middle finger is the flag that I wave when I'm silenced...

Don't tell me what I want
Don't tell me what I need
Don't tell me how I need to feel
I feel, goddamn nothing
Dig the eyes out of my face and I can still see right
Fuckin' through you,
Fuck you and everything you are,
I'm me, we're us and that's all
Closed mind with a forum to criticize,
Keep your policy and I've got mine
Exploit me, fabricate your lies
We empower these cowards just to be left in
Silence

Listen here...

Stand on my soapbox,
And speak my own peace,
Whatever you may think,
It's real,
Prevail through what is me,
And step on your beliefs
Thieving spineless sellouts, robbing our integrity

Sticker this, censor this, ban this
We've got something to say
Police this, condemn this, damn this
We'll be heard anyway
Middle finger is the flag that I wave when I'm ...

Skrying

This puzzle's dead inside
Missing pieces growing eyes,
Mystery
Little girls severity,
Little boys begging mercy
Sticks break on me
Cost of life at 23
Price of pain a golden ring
All crimson
Melting body rubber world
Battle axe with locks of curls
Introverted

My cost, the price of a broken doll, can you
Remember that place
The place you would go to make things okay,

1000 points for insect stings,
Glue my spirit, break my wings,
Misery
Libido steams infectious whore,
Cauterize and forge the sword,
Remember killing.

Children, learning the secret knock, a nickel
To enter that place,
The place you would go to make things okay,
My cost, the price of a broken doll, can you
Remember that place
The place you would go to take pain away,

Games of passion taste so sweet
Cut his throat and slaughter meat,
My secrets.
Seven heads for seven seas,
Darkened voices plead disease
Dismembering me

Children, wrestle to seal the bag, storing it deep
In that place,
The place you would go and try to escape
Children, learning the secret knock, a nickel
To enter that place,
The place you would go to make things okay,
My cost, the price of a broken doll, can you
Remember that place
The place you would go to take pain away,

Skrying through reflections in a pool,
I see death coming, mowing down,
Do you remember the bedroom,
Was it your cell or was it your tomb,

You're living through my hell

Children, learning the secret knock, a nickel
To enter that place,
The place you would go to make things okay,
My cost, the price of a broken doll, can you
Remember that place
The place you would go to take pain away

Small Silhouette

Looking
Can't seem to get away
No one knows
No one except for me
Paranoid
I can't stop looking over my shoulder
Stalking me, chasing me
Am I lost inside a dream

Life consumed with fear
Small silhouettes approaching
Chasing through this mystery

Listening
The deafening noise of silence
No ones there
Always just the two of me
Turning
I can't stand with my back towards the door
Halting me, following
Lost in my own memory

Life consumed with fear
Small silhouettes approaching
Chasing through this mystery
Shadow is drawing near
Am I being taught a lesson?
By my own lifes history

Feel us watching
Voices are speaking to me
Pictures following
And they sit there pointing

I can't see, I can't fight, I can't leave, it wont die
Its become part of me

I can't run, I can't hide, I can't run, it wont die
Its always been a part of my life

Guilt is digging deeper
Guilt is stretching deeper inside
Guilt is stabbing downward
Guilt inside is killing me

Life consumed with fear
Small silhouettes approaching
Chasing through this mystery
Shadow is drawing near
Am I being taught a lesson...

Solve et Coagula

Fire, fire
I dissolve and solidify,
Destroy to recreate,
Disassemble to assemble something pure,
Our rubic sol-ve-et-co-ag-u-la
Kill to be born again, cycled a thousand times

Fire, planetary alchemy,
Fire, the time is here now
Fire, four corners to rise
Fire rise!
Fire, there's always loss within,
Fire, the cleansing it's time
Fire, shooting arrows to the sky
Fire

I construct a new institution
Not out of bricks, iron, cement, concrete
Or steel
Our rubic sol-ve-et-co-ag-u-la
Distill to purify,
We've done it a thousand times

Fire, planetary alchemy,
Fire, the time is here now
Fire, four corners to rise
Fire rise!
Fire, there's always loss within,
Fire, the cleansing it's time
Fire, shooting arrows to the sky
Fire

Burn, bleed all the lives of life, ascend to
The sky
Burn, all the martyrs

Fire, planetary alchemy,
Fire, the time is here now
Fire, four corners to rise
Fire rise!
Fire, there's always loss within,
Fire, the cleansing it's time
Fire, shooting arrows to the sky
Fire

The End of All Things to Come

All over with,
Fuck all the flags, the greed, the world leaders
Run for the fence
We're coming, We're killing, We're changing the faces
Believe in yourself
Let go of ego strenghten within yourself all over with
We're coming, We're killing, We're changing the faces

I'm killing, every fucking thing until somebody gets the fucking point, the point I'm trying to make
I lead, the mice on parade,
Down to the river of Kool Aid, and open up the flood gates
I need a barrel of Cyanide; a pile of Strychnine untill the whole damn world is dead
Start over again

All over with,
Fuck all the flags, the greed, the world leaders
Run for the fence
We're coming, We're killing, We're changing the faces

Stop talking, negotiating,
Your feeble attempts towards world peace,
Gimme a fucking break
Need world-wide genocide, planetary suicide and when the whole damn world is dead...
there's your fucking peace

All over with,
Fuck all the flags, the greed, the world leaders
Run for the fence
We're coming, We're killing, We're changing the faces
Believe in yourself
Let go of ego strenghten within yourself all over with
We're coming, We're killing, We're changing the faces

Oxygen wasters... Come on!

We've come... to save you, to save you from yourselfs

Kill or be killed

All over with,
Fuck all the flags, the greed, the world leaders
Run for the fence
We're coming, We're killing, We're changing the faces
Believe in yourself
Let go of ego strenghten within yourself all over with
We're coming, We're killing, We're changing the faces

The Hate in Me

Lend me your children to borrow
I just need to send them away
Long eyes and tears of sorrow
I promise I'll keep them safe
So sorry it didn't work out
You believed the liar in me
My God My love My life
My World My loss My rage
Agnostic for the greater good
When the good things seem to be few and far between
Conscious loss of conscience
Packed the body on ice just to keep it numb
Blame some things on the past
Threw away everything that I had
Unraveling for the last time, stepping out of my skin
Cast in Armor
The hate in me, feeling so empty
The guilt I swallow
Carve the line, skin the face
Stare through me
We'll leave you hollow
Hollow
Assembly of the militant
What are you in our game
Order through anarchy
Eradicate the power's law
Hope's a thing of the past
Threw away everything that I had
The hammer falls
The hate in me, feeling empty
The guilt I swallow
Carve the line, skin the face
Stare through me
We'll leave you hollow
Hollow
Wounded, having a loss of feeling
So dead my heart, my life has been ruined
Lost in an instant
Saw red in my eyes
The hate in me, so consuming
The lives we swallow
To the front line, mirror's engaged
Scope's on me
And leaves me hollow
Harvest children
Harvest children
Harvest children
Harvest children
Harvest children
Harvest children
My God My Love My Life
My One My Loss My Grave

The Patient Mental

Patient,
Just as I am,
As always,
Watch the time go by,
Nothing left to pass by,
The minutes follow me,
Drunken little people,
Work away in me,

Why won't they leave me, leave me alone
When I don't even want me, want me

I have to, kill the words,
Before they, form my sentence,
The sentence that is me,
Judged by those that carry
The patient sits in cradled arms
That comfort me by strangling

Why won't they leave me, leave me alone
When I don't even want me,

The patient mental sits and stares
An idle mind that's empty, screaming
Staring back
Why won't they leave him, leave him alone
A passive speared ritual
Drive by our war ship...the hate driven envy

They have to kill the meal,
Before they can consume,
Consume my inner peace,
Without the understanding,
Trapped inside the works,
The hands are moving me

The patient mental sits and stares
An idle mind that's empty, screaming
Staring back
Why won't they leave him, leave him alone
A passive speared ritual
Drive by our war ship...the hate driven envy

Release me,
Let me go,
Why do they observe me?
There's nothing here to cure,
I can see the silhouettes,
That sit behind the mirror
I'm just like a clock upon the wall
Always moving, but never going anywhere

The patient mental sits and stares
An idle mind that's empty, screaming
Staring back
Why won't they leave him, leave him alone
A passive speared ritual
Drive by our war ship...the hate driven envy

Trapped In the Wake of A Dream

Do I deserve these beatings?
Hating me,
well then,
Cut, cut the noose
and let me fall away...
I'm, growing weak and tired
of you
and your little shoving games
fucking...
pushing me.
You pulled the trigger,
trapped in,
the wake,
of your

Dream
You're all killers.
Always fucking pushing me;
insulting me;
I've overcome;
I have found the strength of gods in me.
Crushing
All unwilling;
This is so unstoppable.
Hard as nails,
hook that holds,
reach down and find the strength of many in you.

My sanctuary...
calling my name,
so I run through...
to the light,
weeping through a cloud.
Darkened,
by a tainted dream,
of me,
being pummeled by the tide,
crushing,
killing me
But I can't wake up,
trapped in,
the wake of a

Dream
You're all killers.
Always fucking pushing me;
insulting me;
I've overcome;
I have found the strength of gods in me.
Crushing
All unwilling;
This is so unstoppable.
Hard as nails,
hook that holds,
reach down and find the strength of many in you.

Call it;
call a truce.
I'm believing
in it more and more.
Comfort;
purge the truth, I'll belive it.
I'm so weak and sore, shadowed
Hide and seek,
but you never looked.
I wait behind the door
call out;
bite the hand that is feeding...
Compassion no more.

I hope I never wake up.

Dream-sewing, filters, distort reality of what is mine through light this mind awakens
I draw the line from then and now, awake and dreaming, forgotten past future becomes mine.

Throw the chains,
all away,
take control,
of your life.
Powers known,
this is my...
Throw the chains,
all away,
take control,
of your life.
Powers known,
this is my...

Dream
You're all killers.
Always fucking pushing me;
insulting me;
I've overcome;
I have found the strength of gods in me.
Crushing
All unwilling;
This is so unstoppable.
Hard as nails,
hook that holds,
reach down and find the strength of many in you.

TV Radio

You incomplete me
You tune me into
Whitewash
Spoon fed
Brain dead
Sloth

I'd watch the paint dry before giving in
Black out
Stupor
Inferior
Insignifigant

False stars above keep us sedated
Satellite
Astronaut
Spaceship
The Government

I'm overdosing on reality
Don't stop the feed
No don't touch the feed

I don't wanna wanna be
Wanna wanna be
I don't want to be here
Wanna wanna be here so let's go

Turn off the radio
Turn off the TV
I don't wanna be
Wanna wanna be
I don't want to be here so let's go

Turn off the radio
Turn off the TV
Eliminate me you turn me into
Lifeless
Cliche'

Thoughtless
Unbelievable
So bored with my life
Entertained me with normal
Usual
Average
It's so typical

Artists traded in for the talentless
Spoiled kid
Wife swap
Tycoon
The has-beens

So entertaining it makes me sick
Don't stop the feed
Don't
No don't touch the feed

I don't wanna wanna be
Wanna wanna be
I don't want to be here
Wanna wanna be here so let's go

Turn off the radio
Turn off the TV
I don't wanna wanna be
Wanna wanna be
I don't want to be here
Wanna wanna be here so let's go
Turn off the radio
Turn off the TV

I'm so uninterested
So unamused
Dissapointed in yourself
To be so consumed
I'm so uninterested
So unamused
Dissapointed in yourself
To be so consumed

Buy nothing
Nothing
Buy nothing
Nothing

I don't wanna wanna be
Wanna wanna be
I don't want to be here
Wanna wanna be here so let's go
Turn off the radio
Turn off the TV

I don't wanna wanna be
Wanna wanna be
I don't want to be here
Wanna wanna be here so let's go
Turn off the radio
Turn off the TV

I don't wanna wanna be
Wanna wanna be
I don't want to be here
Wanna wanna be here so let's go
Turn off the radio
Turn off the TV

I don't wanna wanna be
Wanna wanna be
I don't want to be here
Wanna wanna be here so let's go
Turn off the radio
Turn off the TV

Under My Skin

Nailed inside my head,
Fuck this I don't need your shit,
All the lies deceit and arrogance,
Talk your shit like my life is some kinda game,
Like you fuckin' know me,
Just go far away and be small,
Run far away and be small,
Go lie in a hole and be small,

Thorns, splinters, pushing,
Under my skin,
They want in,
Sharpened tongue to penetrate me,

If you really think you got what it takes to be me,
Then walk a mile in the skin of my head case mental being,
So you want a piece of this life that belongs to me,
Well make a cut on the line and take a deeper look inside of the
freak,

That is me, fucker, come on,

Disturb, search me, prying up all my scales
To get in lance the core to penetrate me,

So you want inside of me,
So you want a piece of this,
So you want to tear me down, for your own selfish wants and needs

Disturb, search me, prying, up all my scales,
To get in, lance the core to penetrate me,

So you want inside of me
So you want a piece of me,
So you want to drag me down,
For your own selfish wants and needs

You were there like a punk,
Just to get in my face,
Wanted in me wanted to be
Till I gave you a taste
Don't need your goddamn pressure
Frontin' stress I'm superman motherfucker
Without the "s" on my chest
Trying to step in my circle I'm leaving you purple and black
On your back drop your ass like a heart attack
Rippin' through your life like a motherfuckin'
Hurricane fist full of Novocain for the pain
You're nothing in my life in my head
You're nothing in my life in my land
Nailed inside my head

You're under my fuckin' skin!
I have cleansed my life now of the people who pry
And threaten place always in my face I think it's time for them
to
Go away always in my fuckin' space,
Always in my scene always in my sight,
Always in my way

You're dead to me punk ass fuck .

There's nothing left

We the People

I thought we the people had a brain
I thought we the people had a say
Coulda sworn i read it somewhere
Thought I'd seen it on a bumper sticker
I thought we the people had a right
i guess we the people were wrong
We the people always are
Let's go elect another God
The laws they make
I don't give a damn anyway
Rules are made to break to bend to beat to buy
The American dream
Or a bag of magic beans
You can find it on the TV
Whaever you need
Send me your tired your poor and broken
Send me your life so I can break you
We the people can have a plan
We the people can make a stand
Coulda sworn i read it somewhere
Might've seen it in the funny papers
Your money's made to take
To cheat to steal to rob
I can sell you a dream
Fat's bustin' at the seams
You can get it on the TV
Whatever you need
Send me your tired, your poor and broken
Send me your life, so i can break you
Give me your trust, your faith and wishes
Give me your life, So i can own you
Control you
Own Buy Sell Out
Own Buy Sell Out
Everyday there's something new to try
Everyday there's something new to buy
Everyday there's a new American dream
Goin' broke in the land of opportunity
Send me your tired, your poor and broken
Send me your life, so I can break you
Give me your trust, your faith and wishes
Give me your life, so I can own you
Control you

World So Cold

When passion's lost and all the trust is gone,
Way too far, for way too long
Children crying, cast out and neglected,
Only in a world so cold, only in a world
This cold
Hold the hand of your best friend, look into their eyes
Then watch them drift away
Some might say, we've done the wrong things,
For way too long, for way too long

Fever inside the storm,
So I'm turning away.
Away from the name
(Calling your names)
Away from the stones
(Throw sticks and stones)
'Cause I'm through mending the wounds of us

Keep your thorns
'Cause I'm running away,
Away from the games
(Fucking head games)
Away from the space
(Hate this head space)
The circumstances of a world so cold

burning whispers, Remind me of the days,
I was left alone, in a world this cold
Guilty of the same things, provoked by
The cause,
I've left alone, in a world so cold
Fever inside the storm,
So I'm turning away.
Away from the name
(Calling your names)
Away from the stones
(Throw sticks and stones)
'Cause I'm through mending the wounds of us

Keep your thorns
'Cause I'm running away,
Away from the games
(Fucking head games)
Away from the space
(Hate this head space)
The circumstances of a world so cold

I'm flying, I'm flying away,
Away from the names
(Calling your names)
Away from the games
(Fucking head games)
The circumstances of a world so cold

Why does everyone feel like my enemy,
Don't want any part of depression or
Darkness, I've had enough
sick and tired, bring the sun, or I'm gone,
Or I'm gone

I'm backing out, I'm no pawn,
No mother-fucking slave to this,
Never lied
Never left
Never lived
Never loved
Never lost
Never hurt
Never worry about being me, or anyone else
Not a care, no concern, don't give a shit about
Anything

Backing out, giving up, no mother-fucking
Slave to this,
Never lied
Never left
Never lived
Never loved
Never lost
Never hurt
Never worry about being me, or anyone else
Not a care, no concern, don't give a shit about
Anything,

I need to find a darkened corner,
A lightless corner,
Where it's safer and calmer,

I'm turning away.
Away from the name
(Calling your names)
Away from the stones
(Throw sticks and stones)
'Cause I'm through mending the wounds of us

I'm running away,
Away from the games
(Fucking head games)
Away from the space
(Hate this head space)
The circumstances of a world so cold

I'm flying, I'm flying away,
Away from the names
(Calling your names)
Away from the games
(Fucking head games)
The circumstances of a world so cold
 

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