Blood on My Hands

You felt the coldness in my eyes,
It's something I'm not revealing.
Though you got used to my disguise,
You can't shake this awful feeling.

It's the me that I let you know,
Cause' I'll never show,
I have my reasons.
I hate to say that I told you so,
But I told you so.

There's blood on my hands like the blood in you.
Some things can't be treated so,
Don't make me,
Don't make me be myself around you.

Straight from your eyes it's barely me.
Beautifully so disfigured.
This other side that you can't see,
Just praying you won't remember.

Feel the pain that I never show,
I hope you know,
It's never healing.
I hate to say that I told you so, but I told you so.

There's blood on my hands like the blood in you.
Some things can't be treated so,
Don't make me,
Don't make me be myself around you.

Straight from your eyes it's barely me
Beautifully so disfigured.
This other side that you can't see,
Just praying you won't remember.

There's blood.
There's blood.
There's blood, blood, blood.

There's blood on my hands like the blood in you.
Some things can't be treated so,
Don't make me,
Don't make me be myself around you.

There's blood on my hands like the blood in you.
Some things can't be treated so,
Don't make me,
Don't make me be myself around you.

There's blood!

Blood on My Hands (uncensored music video)

You felt the coldness in my eyes,
It's something I'm not revealing.
Though you got used to my disguise,
You can't shake this awful feeling.

It's the me that I let you know,
Cause' I'll never show,
I have my reasons.
I hate to say that I told you so,
But I told you so.

There's blood on my hands like the blood in you.
Some things can't be treated so,
Don't make me,
Don't make me be myself around you.

Straight from your eyes it's barely me.
Beautifully so disfigured.
This other side that you can't see,
Just praying you won't remember.

Feel the pain that I never show,
I hope you know,
It's never healing.
I hate to say that I told you so, but I told you so.

There's blood on my hands like the blood in you.
Some things can't be treated so,
Don't make me,
Don't make me be myself around you.

Straight from your eyes it's barely me
Beautifully so disfigured.
This other side that you can't see,
Just praying you won't remember.

There's blood.
There's blood.
There's blood, blood, blood.

There's blood on my hands like the blood in you.
Some things can't be treated so,
Don't make me,
Don't make me be myself around you.

There's blood on my hands like the blood in you.
Some things can't be treated so,
Don't make me,
Don't make me be myself around you.

There's blood!

Born to Quit

Exorcise the demon
That is living up inside you
After all you think you've been through
Just what have you been through

Try to get beside yourself
This tearing at your insides
If you end up on the wrong side
Always standing so strong

Sharpen up your teeth
Your dreams are more than worth defending
In a fight that's never ending
Go on, go ahead and prove me wrong

The further you go, the less you'll know
You're born to quit, you've blown it (you've blown it)
You need to let go, of letting go
You're full of shit, you're born to quit

Something supernatural
It seems it could possess you
No malevolence about you
And that might not be true (that might not be true)

How they cared to demonize
The fucked up situation
How you killed off all the angels
Taking notice of you

Sharpen up your teeth
Your dreams are more than worth defending
In a fight that's never ending
Go on, go ahead and prove me wrong

The further you go, the less you'll know
You're born to quit, you've blown it (you've blown it)
You need to let go, of letting go
You're full of shit, you're born to quit

You've blown it
You're born to quit

Sharpen up your teeth
Your dreams are more than worth defending
In a fight that's never ending
Go on, go ahead and prove me right

The further you go, the less you'll know
You're born to quit, you've blown it (you've blown it)
You need to let go, of letting go
You're full of shit, you're born to quit

You've blown it
You're born to quit
You've blown it
(You've blown it, You've blown it)

Come Undone

Opened up my failure
When you refused to go insane.
I felt you get excited
When I whispered all the things you love to hate.

Like you're the one who kills.
Could kill me with a drug, your weapon.
Let's pretend there's
Nothing wrong with my direction.

Hate me,
I'll be your, your loaded gun.
Burn me
Waiting to come undone.

I'll set it up inside you,
To watch you burn.
Hate me,
I'll be the, I'll be the end that you deserve.

Open lacerations,
A slower cut to feel your pain.
Heat the blood to boiling
As it passes from your lips into your brain.

'Cause you're the one who kills.
Could kill me with a drug, your weapon.
Let's pretend that
I'm not dead, it's in your head.

Hate me,
I'll be your, your loaded gun.
Burn me
Waiting to come undone.

I'll set it up inside you,
To watch you burn.
Hate me,
I'll be the, I'll be the end that you deserve.
I'll be the end that you deserve.

I can turn you on like fire.
Set fire deep inside you.
Eat you alive and watch you
Come and let me up the sonisphere!

I'll be your
I'll be your
I'll be your
I'll be the end that you deserve.
I'll be the end that you deserve.

Hate me,
I'll be your, your loaded gun.
Burn me
Waiting to come undone

I'll set it up inside you,
To watch you burn.
Hate me,
I'll be the, I'll be the end that you deserve.
I'll be the end that you deserve.

Empty with You

I haven't lost anything except my mind
Expect a thousand confessions that you will not find
I try to take off my head sometimes
Because I can't escape the memories
I haven't lost anything except my mind

You could be empty and I can be right here empty with you
Or you could be hollow and I can be right here hollow with you
If you want to say goodbye to everything I could say goodbye too
I can be right here empty with you

I haven't wasted anything except my time
Forget the treasures we burned because we'll be just fine
I try to take off my head sometimes
Because I can't escape for the life of me
I haven't lost anything except my mind

You could be empty and I can be right here empty with you
Or you could be hollow and I can be right here hollow with you
If you want to say goodbye to everything I could say goodbye too
I can be right here empty with you

Instead of going underground, instead of calling them out
Instead of running 'cause you're still breathing
Instead of swallowing lies, instead of buried alive
Let's twist the knife 'til they can't stop bleeding

If you need a confession, I'm guilty
Let's twist the knife 'til they can't stop bleeding
Do you think I feel sorry, forgive me
Let's twist the knife 'til they can't stop bleeding

Instead of going underground, instead of calling them out
Let's twist the knife 'til they can't stop screaming

You could be empty and I can be right here empty with you
Or you could be hollow and I can be right here hollow with you
If you want to say goodbye to everything I could say goodbye too
I can be right here empty with you

Empty with You (acoustic from PureVolume Sessions)

I haven't lost anything except my mind
Expect a thousand confessions that you will not find
I try to take off my head sometimes
Because I can't escape the memories
I haven't lost anything except my mind

You could be empty and I can be right here empty with you
Or you could be hollow and I can be right here hollow with you
If you want to say goodbye to everything I could say goodbye too
I can be right here empty with you

I haven't wasted anything except my time
Forget the treasures we burned because we'll be just fine
I try to take off my head sometimes
Because I can't escape for the life of me
I haven't lost anything except my mind

You could be empty and I can be right here empty with you
Or you could be hollow and I can be right here hollow with you
If you want to say goodbye to everything I could say goodbye too
I can be right here empty with you

Instead of going underground, instead of calling them out
Instead of running 'cause you're still breathing
Instead of swallowing lies, instead of buried alive
Let's twist the knife 'til they can't stop bleeding

If you need a confession, I'm guilty
Let's twist the knife 'til they can't stop bleeding
Do you think I feel sorry, forgive me
Let's twist the knife 'til they can't stop bleeding

Instead of going underground, instead of calling them out
Let's twist the knife 'til they can't stop screaming

You could be empty and I can be right here empty with you
Or you could be hollow and I can be right here hollow with you
If you want to say goodbye to everything I could say goodbye too
I can be right here empty with you

In a Needle



I think this is right.

You’ve given me, nowhere to go
Yeah you finally have control
And if there’s a cure
I don’t wanna know cause this poison in me so intoxicating
I was right when I thought you would be back for my health
Keep on telling myself that it’s alright
Now I’m back ‘cause I cant get this taste of my mouth
And I do not attend to try

You suck me in and spit me out
I cannot control the feeling
Poisonous kisses from your mouth
That leave me so addicted

Yeah that’s me, nowhere to go
I have given up control
Walk in the sun to the sand
With the one that kills me standing hand in hand
And we’ll just wait til the day has burned out into the sea
Till we’ve finally seen the moonlight
And then we’ll swim far away from where we hated to be
I was knowing that nothing’s alright

You suck me in and spit me out
I cannot control the feeling
Poisonous kisses from your mouth
That leave me so addicted
I let you in you knock me out
No air is left for breathing
Poisonous kisses from your mouth
That leave me so addicted

Yeah you’re a part of me, a part I cannot let go
Your love’s so poisoning
Can’t tell, is this a dream?
Is there a way to wake up?

When I looked up you were the only one around
I couldn’t move and so you pick me off the ground
Addicted to the poison that I love,

You suck me in and spit me out
I cannot control the feeling
Poisonous kisses from your mouth
That leave me so addicted
I let you in you knock me out
No air is left for breathing
Poisonous kisses from your mouth
That leave me so addicted
That leave me so addicted

Kissing You Goodbye

Cut yourself in conversation.
Cut a line to make me feel alive.
'Cause you know I'm not alive.
And leave me with your complications.
Take your life, you feel like taking mine.
And meeting God, we stand in line.

Not alone...

Nowhere to go.
not leaving.
not going.
I'm not kissing you goodbye.
On my own.
I'm nothing, just bleeding.
I'm not kissing you goodbye.

Trust to take the right to leave me.
Waiting under dark clouds for the rain.
Praying lightning strikes a change.
As history gets lost,
And as I took that final breath I felt alive.
Meeting God to stand in line.

All alone...

Nowhere to go.
not leaving.
not going.
I'm not kissing you goodbye.
On my own.
I'm nothing, just bleeding.
I'm not kissing you goodbye.

Don't let me go.
Don't say goodbye.
'Cause you know that I'm not alive.
Don't let me go.
Don't say goodbye.
Don't let this love die.

Nowhere to go.
not leaving.
not going.
I'm not kissing you goodbye.
On my own.
I'm nothing, just bleeding.
I'm not kissing you goodbye.

Don't let me go.
Don't say goodbye.
'Cause you know that I'm not alive.
Don't let me go.
Don't say goodbye.
Don't let this love die.

I'm not kissing you goodbye.
I'm not kissing you goodbye.
I'm not kissing you goodbye.

Lunacy Fringe (acoustic from PureVolume Sessions)

Wake up, my love
Never thought youd make me, break me
Now I'm up, from below
Such a brilliant star you are

And will your love keep burning baby?
Burn a hole right through my eyes
You saw that short times feel like no time
And I thought you oughta know

I'm so far gone now I've been running on empty
I'm so far gone now, do you wanna take me on?
Do you wanna take me on?

Do...
Do you...
Do you know...
Do you know how long I've waited?
To look up, from below
Just to find someone like you
And will your love light burn me, baby?
Burn a hole right through my heart
I think I might just trust you maybe
But I'm not sure
I'm not sure I'd wanna know

I'm so far gone now I've been running on empty
I'm so far gone now, do you wanna take me on?
I'm so far gone now I've been running on empty
I'm so far gone now, do you wanna take me on?
Do you wanna take me on?

I think you can make me, girl
Could make me and take my life
I know you can break me, girl
Take all of me
All of me

Wake up, my love
Never thought you'd make me, break me
Now I'm up, from below
Such a brilliant star you are

I'm so far gone now I've been running on empty
I'm so far gone now, do you wanna take me on?
I'm so far gone, I've been running on empty
I'm so far gone now, do you wanna take me on?
Do you wanna take me... on?

Meant to Die

Past midnight, breathing in the dark.
Same strange friend comes to visit
Never intend to open the door.

You take it to places that no one's ever been
You let it, you let it. Your insides caving in.
You pushed and pulled, still wanting some more.

This time I've gone all the way without you.
There's nothing more i can say.

So maybe I took a little too much.
Maybe life didn't want this part of me.
It it helps to know, I never let you go.
Sure, I lost my mind.
But I never really meant to die.

Last heartbeat's fading in the night,
Only expected darkness.
Surprised to wake and follow the light.

The second you let it become a part of you,
You'll never forget it, no matter what you do.
You lost it all, still wanting some more.

This time I've gone all the way without you.
There's nothing more i can say.

So maybe I took a little too much.
Maybe life didn't want this part of me.
It it helps to know, I never let you go.
I'm sorry that I lost my mind

So baby, I took a little too much.
Maybe you sucked the life right out of me.
I should have let you know I never meant to go.
Sure I lost my mind, but I never really meant to die.

Never stay forever.
Never stay forever.
Come on.

Never stay forever.
Never stay forever.
Come on.

So maybe I took a little too much.
Maybe life didn't want this part of me.
It it helps to know, I never let you go.
I'm sorry that I lost my mind

So baby, I took a little too much.
Maybe you sucked the life right out of me.
I should have let you know I never meant to go.
Sure I lost my mind, but I never really meant to die.

Men Are All the Same

Always safe to know what is good for taking blood stains from your clothes.
Like I said before, when I bite your tongue out of your mouth, you'll know. (You'll know)

Just what am I supposed to say?
And tell you why I turned out this way?
Don't make me. Don't make me.

If you love it, then let it go.
And how I died, you'll never know.
Just don't blame me. Don't hate me.

You'll never make it alone.
It's easier to go.
You've always been on your own.
It's easier to go.

Nothing safe feels real.
Waiting here to die.
Just hoping I reveal. There's something.
Picking up my brains.
You can tell your mom that men are all the same.

Just what am I supposed to say?
And tell you why I turned out this way?
Don't make me. Don't make me.

If you love it, then let it go.
And how I died, you'll never know.
Just don't blame me. Don't hate me.

You'll never make it alone.
It's easier to go.
You've always been on your own.
It's easier to go.

You'll have to pay to watch me die.
Then I'll love you more.
You'll never make it alive.
It's easier to go. It's easier to go.

Nowhere to go. I'm not leaving. I'm not going.
I'm not kissing you good bye. On my own.
I'm nothing. Just bleeding. [x4]
(You've always been on your own,
You'll never make it alone) [Continuous]

Mosh n' Church (demo)

First start out with the wrong place at the right time
And that's where you'll find me.
Next add in all the fucked up shit I've done
But somehow kept inside me.

Cause while you were waiting for the sun I was turning away,
You try avoiding death by kneeling to pray,
You don't know if it's true,
But you heard there was a fire and I'm drowning in the rain.

I throw my hands up to the sky just to watch them burn,
There's no one there that you know,
That's why I'm headed below.

Once dreaming only burning wasn't quite
A part of the scenario.
Just me and my disease I knew it was a dream
It got too cold to let go.

Cause while you were waiting for the sun I was turning away,
You try avoiding death by kneeling to pray,
You don't know if it's true,
But you heard there was a fire and I'm drowning in the rain.

I throw my hands up to the sky just to watch them burn,
There's no-one there that you know,
(Burn them) That's why I'm headed below.

Count all this blood on my hands,
To get me in.
Save all the sins you can't stand,
To cash them in.

Just to get me in,
Just to get me in!

I throw my hands up to the sky just to watch them burn,
There's no-one there that you know,

I throw my hands up to the sky just to watch them burn,
There's no-one there that you know,
(Burn them) That's why I'm headed below.

On My Own (acoustic from PureVolume Sessions)

See all those people on the ground,
Wasting time...
I try to hold it all inside,
Just for tonight,
On top of the world,
I'm sitting here wishing,
The things I've become,
But something is missing,
Maybe I...
What do I know.

And now it seems that I have found,
Nothing at all,
I wanna hear your voice out loud,
Slow it down, slow it down,
Without it all,
I'm choking on nothing,
It's clear in my head,
that I'm screaming for something,
Knowing nothing is better than knowing at all.

On my own (4x)
(On my own, YAH!!)(2x)

Without it all,
I'm choking on nothing,
It's clear in my head,
that I'm screaming for something,
Knowing nothing is better than knowing it all.

On my own (4x)

On the Cross

[Spoken:]
We kill the faggots, we kill the lesbians,
I said goddammit we kill them all!

We were taught to kneel and bow our heads.
I tried simply standing up instead.
Heard rumors of transparent legs
And walks for days and days.

These days we reach for so much more
We reached the point where we can't go home.
Alone we wait here underground
Amidst the others waiting

So pray, then, if it makes you feel safe.
But all I can is we go our own way.
We go our own way.
So save us.

Who would guess you were the chosen one?
The right place, you were the firstborn son.
Once questioned stable state of mind
To spend some time in the gutter.

A full collapse and caving in
Just wait for faith to kick in
I lost track of time as i stood in line
Amidst the other believers.

So pray then, if it makes you feel safe
All I can say is we go are own way

So pray then, if it makes you feel safe
All I can say is we go are own way
We go are own way
So save us

Over and over and I still can not believe
We can't save ourselves
Give me a chance up on the cross and watch me bleed.
Now ask for help

Having faith in something you can't see
Takes something else
Over and over and i still can not believe
We can save ourselves

So pray that if it makes you feel safe
All I can say is we go are own way

So pray then, if it makes you feel safe
All I can say is we go are own way
Send your prayers our way
To save us

[Spoken:]
Kill 'em again cuz they didn't die hard enough

On the Cross (Save Yourself Mix)

[Spoken:]
We kill the faggots, we kill the lesbians,
I said goddammit we kill them all!

We were taught to kneel and bow our heads.
I tried simply standing up instead.
Heard rumors of transparent legs
And walks for days and days.

These days we reach for so much more
We reached the point where we can't go home.
Alone we wait here underground
Amidst the others waiting

So pray, then, if it makes you feel safe.
But all I can is we go our own way.
We go our own way.
So save us.

Who would guess you were the chosen one?
The right place, you were the firstborn son.
Once questioned stable state of mind
To spend some time in the gutter.

A full collapse and caving in
Just wait for faith to kick in
I lost track of time as i stood in line
Amidst the other believers.

So pray then, if it makes you feel safe
All I can say is we go are own way

So pray then, if it makes you feel safe
All I can say is we go are own way
We go are own way
So save us

Over and over and I still can not believe
We can't save ourselves
Give me a chance up on the cross and watch me bleed.
Now ask for help

Having faith in something you can't see
Takes something else
Over and over and i still can not believe
We can save ourselves

So pray that if it makes you feel safe
All I can say is we go are own way

So pray then, if it makes you feel safe
All I can say is we go are own way
Send your prayers our way
To save us

[Spoken:]
Kill 'em again cuz they didn't die hard enough

Sold My Soul

I think of the one that I've become.
Left blind from the brightness of your Halo.
No one shines, like you do.

My filthy mouth and broken words.
This small disease that leaves me, crawling.
Crawling to you.

Crawl on the ground for cover,
staying close to the dark to keep from falling (falling),
from falling.

Sold my life to bring the rain,
maybe to wash me clean.
Sold my soul to stop the pain,
hoping you'd set me free.
All your fear, all your shame.
You know that you can lay it all on me.
That you can lay it all on me.

I took every chance to lash my tongue.
You wore the scabs just like an Angel.
There's something about you.

Horrible things that I have done.
Seems this disease is slowly spreading.
Start running, what would you do?

I crawl on the ground for cover.
Staying out of my mind to keep from dying (dying),
from dying.

Sold my life to bring the rain,
maybe to wash me clean.
Sold my soul to stop the pain,
hoping you'd set me free.
All your fear, all your shame.
You know that you can lay it all on me.
You know that you can lay it all on me.

Would you forget then what I said and how I died inside my head.
We're starting over, not pretending that the past is dead.

All the pain you'd feel you owned.
And times I've should have known.
Don't keep it inside, let it out and lay it all on me!

Sold my life to bring the rain,
maybe to wash me clean.
Sold my soul to stop the pain,
hoping you'd set me free.
All your fear, all the blame.
You know that you can lay it all on me.
That you can lay it all on me.

Something Safe (demo)

Been hanging desperation and hoping for a break,
Black metal heavy feeling cold against my brains.
Why do I disgrace those things that spreads right off my face?
All this for you...

He almost thought he had a chance for something safe,
But she can't let go, she won't shut up.
Like someone put a gun to his face.

Your way of crawling away, of caring way too much.
Plus public feelings, just like pistols is enough.
Your only weapon, put on the piano I'm feeling slow.
All this for you...

He almost thought he had a chance for something safe,
But she can't let go, she won't shut up.
Like someone put a gun to his face.

She almost thought she had a place to hide her face,
Like she thinks they care, they just don't care.
Like someone put a gun to her face.

He almost thought he had a chance for something safe,
But she can't let go, she won't shut up.
Like someone put a gun to his face.

She almost thought she had a place to hide her face,
Like she thinks they care, they just don't care.
Like someone put a gun to her face.


The Best of Me

I could forget your name
I could forget your face forever
I could forget about the smile you always faked
The one you thought I bought, but never
I could forget your lies
I could forget to hide for always
I could forget how desperately you tried
Flattery would get you nowhere
I could forget how you had tried to get the best of me
You'll never forget that you never got me!

YOU NEVER GOT ME!

Real nice to know that you care
To leave me soaking wet
I'm so surprised you would dare
You make me wanna forget (make me wanna forget)

I could forget your pride
I could forget your wandering eyes
I could forget about the way you made me feel
You talk to me so condescending
I could forget how you had tried to get the best of me
You'll never forget that you never got me!

YOU NEVER GOT ME!

Real nice to know that you care
To leave me soaking wet
I'm so surprised you would dare
You make me wanna forget

Real nice to know that you care
To leave me soaking wet
I'm so surprised you would dare
You make me wanna forget

(NEVER GOT ME!)

Real nice to know that you care
To leave me soaking wet
I'm so surprised you would dare
You make me wanna forget

Real nice to know that you care
To leave me soaking wet
I'm so surprised you would dare
You make me wanna forget

(You make me, you make me)
You make me wanna forget.
(You make me...GET!)

[Whispered:]
Fuck.

Watered Down

In my eyes, close and jaded,
It's no surprise the lights have faded
I'll always walk away
You'll always hear me say I don't need this

I've been given such a gift
Shame to take advantage of it
Watch it, wasting leaves you wanting more
Be careful what you're wishing for

Nothing that I can hold on to with my broken hands
I'm not thinking that I should anyway
So I leave holding nothing
Don't care what you say
'Cause it makes no difference if I throw it away
Yeah, it makes no difference if I throw it away

Now, my days, are feeling number
The sad cliche
I'm hiding under this spiderweb of dreams
I'm stuck here as it seems to be breaking

Shining brighter than you burn
Something that I would never learn
I could never lay this curse on you
'Cuz I've seen the days when there's...

Nothing that I can hold on to with my broken hands
I'm not thinking that I should anyway
So I leave holding nothing
Don't care what you say
'Cause it makes no difference if I throw it away

'Cause it makes no difference
Yeah it makes no difference if I throw it away
It makes no difference
It makes no difference if I throw it away
Makes no difference if I throw it away

It all just ends up tasting watered down
(stop being so complicated)
And everyone has found an easy way out
An easy way out

It all just ends up tasting watered down
(stop being so complicated)
And everyone has found an easy way out
An easy way out

Nothing that I can hold on to with my broken hands
I'm not thinking that I should anyway
So I leave holding nothing
Don't care what you say
'Cause it makes no difference if I throw it away

'Cause it makes no difference
Yeah it makes no difference if I throw it away
It makes no difference
It makes no difference if I throw it away
Yeah it makes no difference if I throw it away (throw it away)

[Spoken:]
Get outta town by sundown.
I say if they don't get outta town,
We kill the men, we kill the women,
we kill the children, we kill the babies,
we kill the blind, we kill the crippled, we kill the crazy...
 

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Artwork (album) Blood on My Hands Blood on My Hands (uncensored music video) Born to Quit Come Undone Empty with You Empty with You (acoustic from PureVolume Sessions) In a Needle Kissing You Goodbye Lunacy Fringe (acoustic from PureVolume Sessions) Meant to Die Men Are All the Same Mosh n' Church (demo) On My Own (acoustic from PureVolume Sessions) On the Cross On the Cross (Save Yourself Mix) Sold My Soul Something Safe (demo) The Best of Me Watered Down Lies For The Liars In Love and Death The Used (album) VIEW ALL MUSIC VIDEOS